Boss with terminal velocity

2009-05-26T13:43:00.003+08:00

gheez ... its been quite awhile ... and this blog has been dead for long period of time ...
doubt anyone will read it ...

then again ... bottled quite a few things inside myself nowhere to release .... guess drafting them on blog would be quite an idea.

My feeling has been in a downward motion. Frankly speaking its just like somehow the world choose to forgo me ... everything crumbles dwn upon me.... it simply just unbearable.

im facing great dealt of stress at work. its a fucked up organisation tht labelled NSF (nation service) AS free/ cheap labour. im an young adult. i too deserve some respect and not to be kick around ... made a fool stab on the back and expect me smiling and continuing my work.

i put on my best behaviour but the organisation just disappoint me. 4 mth to go b4 my ord. i have choosen to hack care wateva is happen. i learnt to be irresponsible and choose not to be Mr nice no more.

when im get back home ... all i ever wanted was peace. but then i face the reluctant truth of my family isnt doing tht well. then my mum will start nagging. Bills starting to pour in. locking up myself in the room, blasting music thru my hi-fi prove its doesnt help to calm me in peace no more.

i start to sort for help b4 i go kaboom .... then friend recommend me to go pick guitar. i sort of help u to calm yourself dwn. indeed .. it kinda work. haaa i master quite a few pieces of song alrdy ... =P ...

Then a lady literally broke my heart ... smash them to pieces. im driven back to slumber. make matter worst ... the day she broke my heart .. i was having duty ... alrdy so sian ... so can imagine .... i practically stone tht whole night in office .... zzzz cant slp ...
Then the rest of the week just went jogging ..and whack my car on the lonely roads at night.

haiz ... its damn freaking arse to have too many combos coming at me ...
... then again ... though im "bleeding" .. at least im alive ....

think yrs later if i look back ... i will be laughing at this entry ...

2009-03-19T06:03:00.002+08:00

Basket got awaked by the howling of neighbour's dog ... zzz

since cant slp might as well blog blog abit ... lol.

hmmm recently it has been raining (i quite adore raining weather) ...
Then again ... it had great effects on my life as well ..... its like almst having dark clouds over me for the entire mth. Nothing i did goes smoothly. Work, family, personal, finance,

something great actually happens to me and im not suppose to mentioned.
then again i suppose no one will read this blog of mine =D ... i was involved in a traffic accident. make matter worst ... im in a police car ...

haiz ...it wasnt my day lar ... road was dry, wasnt raining ...traffic abit heavy i tot everything was normal going smoothly and i was en-route back to the acadamy ... and KA-BaNg ... i was hit from the back ... zzzz ... i was like so stun and dumbfounded ...

so of cos step outta of my vehicle do the necessaries ...
i had to make a police report for this matter as well ....

News quicky spread around in the acadamy tht i had the car damaged ... zzz LIEW ...

i was deeply stress by this ordeal ... im struggling to keep my head high .... i wanna have my last 6mth serving NS peacefully ....

then work began to pound on my shoulders ... im not used to the new style of working ....
i got very restless and lethagic ... but i still aimed to complete my task within my scheduled ....
though not my kind of working style ... but WTF ... just bite on loh ....

had been missing my dinner and my night jogs in compensation for my fatique.

lady luck hasnt smiled on me since the beginning of the year ....

i have been bombarded at work,
Crashed and burn with a police case ....
Struggling with financial ....
Personal issues ....

its really a miracle i didnt smoke ... zzz

2009-02-10T06:49:00.003+08:00

i despise any descrimination to my frens and i despise office politics ... nbcb !!

my objective of this post is to really curse and swear at a person.
characters for this Post: A - my previous boss who got trasferred to another dep
B- very Fuk up Bastard.
C - my current boss ... but going to advance carreer in another prospect
and A is brought back to replace him

Story goes like this ... Due to so circumstances my boss C is resigning and A was brought back to replace. Then ytd was hitching a ride from A(ex boss) together with B on board.

this bastard B ... keep decriminate C, my supervisor. keep using fouls words. i was holding back my punches ... i just treat he was farting. kept saying wat he screw up the things ...therefore trying to run away leaving a mess .

Truth wasnt this way. he cant even understand hw the finance dep works. it takes a chain of event and the lack of cooperation of BASTARDS like u all to screw up a small matters. If u think the position is tht easy ... JOLLY WELL VOLuteer and take up tht position.

worst of all case,
u ask me to tok openly if my supervisor have any flaws. Sorry ... as an assist, National Service man. a fren, i dun problems with him. i dun stab ppl unless he's like a bastard like U are.

it was abit of consolation to see A trying to defend my boss.

in my heart i really curse and swear at tht bastard. either way ... i really hope u enjoy ppl stabbing at ur back ... you make me sick

2009-01-28T21:13:00.002+08:00

001. Real name → Barry
002. Nickname(s)→ Boss
004. Zodiac sign → Leo
005. Male or female → MAN !!
006. Elementary → Holy Innocents' primary.
007. Middle School → Holy Innocents' High
008. High School-> Sgp Polytechnic
010. Hair color → Black
011. Long or short → Short
012. Loud or Quiet → Quiet
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → IPHONE !!!
015. Health freak → NOPE
016. Drink or Smoke? → NEVER
017. Do you have a crush on someone? Yes
018. Eat or Drink → Drink
019. Piercings → None
020. Tattoos → Cant do any ... but would love a transformer tat on my arm if im allowed.. LOLX ...

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → NONE
024. First best friend → pri school fren
025. First award → Primary sch Math quiz
026. First crush → sec school days from a tution agency
027. First pet → a maltise
028. First big vacation → Hong kong
030. First big birthday → didnt even held my 21st ... wat do u think ??

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Nth
050. Drinking → herbal tea
052. I'm about to → sort out my playlist in my Ipod
053. Listening to → Unbeautiful .....
054. Plans for today → 8 hours drive up to ipoh
055. Waiting for → 4d to strike

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → 2
059. Want to get married? → to a beautiful and menticulous wife
060. Careers in mind → entreprenuership

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → None ... i prefer Long hair, nice legs .. curve lines ... Drools ...
074. Sensitive or loud → NONE !!! i dislike sensitive ladies ... and girls tht are too loud ... =D
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → erh ... bits of both ??

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → yeash
081. Ran away from home → No
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Gun ... during training in Police academy
083. Killed somebody → in GAme ... Grand theft Autoo
084. Broken someone's heart → Its always the other way around ... zzzz
085. Been arrested → hw to when im in uniform Blue ...
087. Cried when someone died → not really ...

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → okie okie la
090. Miracles → When im desperate
091. Love at first sight → i wld think its Lust at first sight
092. Heaven → Yeap
093. Santa Claus → I didnt receive any present frm him ... think Nope
094. Sex on the first date → WOOTS !!! no Comment
095. Kiss on the first date → well mostly wont work ... but i dun mind

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → im always around her ... its up to her
to notice my presence
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → dunno ... cos im confused with my
goals
099. Do you believe in God → Yes i do
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people→ zzzz

2009-01-19T00:08:00.007+08:00

Sunday 18/1/08

was pretty bored ... so i took the car key drove out to punggol end ...for sight seeing and alittle joy ride ... plug in my ipod ... played music from my fav playlist ... turn up the volume ... roll dwn the window ...enjoy the breeze (cool weather out there recently ) and have a relax drive.... =D ...

think its like abt 4 yrs since i last drive into the bumpy dirt track in punngol end ... last time i went in ...was in my previous car ... and i scramp my bumper cos the car too low ... X.X (heart pain)

then i park 1 side ... see ppl fishing and whipped out me pathethic sony.E cam phone ...

sat there for abt 15 mins ... enjoy the sea breeze saw a couple of ppl fished out ikan bilis ...then i drove off ....

crappy pictures

(was siting on the ledge ... looking at the choppy waves and speedboats ... )

(still trying to caltivate my photography skills)

(this is the original picture without any settings /photoshop)

(add contrast, shadow, highlight and exposesure settings to make the sky and sea and my car looks blueish ... )

(my personal favourite ... photofiltered Orange from the picture to make it abit sunset or
retro feeling. )

there after my car was dusty from the dirt track ... went back to my block ... had a quick wash and rub down to my car to clear away the dirt .. =D

Friday 16/1/09

went to geylang with fren for makan session ... i was lost in the lor 18 ...cos i make a mistake tot meeting there .... LOLx none of them arse come save me out ... end up we park at lor 8 and walk 2 blk away to our makan place...

then as night fall we went back to retrieve our cars ... little did i know ... all the "chickens" are lining up on the roadside ...
then 2 ladies came up to me and my fren ask if we need companion ... LOLx ... i ji tao siam ... say NO need ...

the ladies are like in a "fashion competition" out to outdress each other ... see who dresses the most revealing ... me and my fren were discussing ...
"wah .. need to be till lidat meh ... !! though they look sexy ... both of us concur that they are not our cup of tea .... we are more vulnearable to the actress tht starred in MY SASSY GIRL ...
wahhahaha .... "

while heading home ... i was stuck in the jam ... near the alley of lor 10 ...
was gazing at a lady flirting ... or shld i say negotiating the price ... wahhaha ...
no hard feelings ... but i think its was kinda interesting ....

then suddenly a lady walks toward me car ... and bend dwn ... started to quote me prices .. (my window was wind down ... didnt on aircon to save petrol) ....
my face ji tao red diao ... and i roll up my window ... on the aircon full blast ...!!!

in my heart i was thinking ... "heng arh ... its a lady voice ... LOLx i dare not imagine another side of story .. " ...

what an interesting night snack ... whahahah

2009-01-12T00:14:00.006+08:00

Saturday 10 jan

went in JB to pump petrol alone @ 8am ... LOLX damn scarly ... i faster chop chop pump finish chao back singapore ... wahhahah =X

Then i went to kahki bukit to do my steering wheel leather repair ... apparantly there was a leather tear on my wheel ... had to go for a rub dwn and full respray ... but they(CHINA WORKERS) make the whole thing worst ... they spoil my button(menu selection) ... was super unhappy ... ask the boss come dwn and demanded a remendy ...

they suggested to paint the whole button to grey while they try to look for the sticker replica to be place on the button ... i agree. then things got worst the ... whole steering leather tear off ... i was so pissed off loh ... they ask me to leave the car there for 1 day ... i was like ..damn ... no way ...
haiz ... so i say ... u do wateva u can to salvage .. i come back next week ... zzz WTF man ...

then went out with fren to marina barradge to celeb her bday ... LOLX ....
the dumbest thing i did was ... i tot the barradge is near the floating platform ... so i walk all the way there and found nth .. zzz
then i walk back to DXO ... sat there listen to music ... and called another fren ask for the location ... its was then i know its was at the marina south ... WAH LAU erh ... zzz

so there i go ... marina barradge ... was a fantastic place ...SUPER amazed by the night view ... how i wish i have a SLR camera at tht time zzz intead of my crappy sony errison phone ... zzz

there after when heading back to town ... had a roadblock ... the police man spotted my Police force decal ... LOLx smile at me ... then the check my rear seat ... and let me pass through ... LOLX remind me of the first time i set rd block ... zzz

haiz overall had an eventful day ... but still quite pissed had china bastards ... i think next time i deal with them must use intelligence to overpower their fuck up cockiness ...

2008-12-31T10:09:00.002+08:00

wahhaha addicted going malaysia ytd for Operation V-power(petrol pump) ... got poison by hw cheap their stuff can be. cheap petrol, cheap car washes, cheap foods, cheap clothes no TAX !!! ....

however, cheap stuff doesnt come easy. you may heard news abt the crime rate there, and its darn true. think im also crazy to bring in my car. well i just gotta control myself and dun go in so often.
go in maybe twice every month bah cos to stock up grocessories. HIAZ hard up on cash ...so have to save money ... TSK !!!

foods price are up in SGP...reason being the recently Oil prices hike. But then prices had fell, instead the food price still standing at the price level after the oil hike.
haiz ... hard to survive in SGP ... i began to have the toils of lacking of monies ...!!!
Inflation at the wrong time ...

wahahha well cant critise the govt here on blog ... so im just gonna curse and swear in heart ... &*^#(*#^($*^ !!! ....

comes to think of it ... there isnt much to go around in SGP... i have been trying very very hard to save up each and every penny i have ... i even have to resort out to rent out my room to provide for household ultilities and a bit of spare cash for my mum ....

i dun usually go out during wkends inorder to maximised mt savings.... i prefer to pamper my car to a car wash every saturday morning ... then in the afternoon ... i will do my web design and cheong PC games or online movie or forum at home ... at night the go jogging ...

as for sunday, i'll feeling very lethagic and lazy ... cos the next day is working day ... thus ... i will usually slp late on sat night ... and slp all the way thru to sunday afternoon ....
working days are dedicated to NS... hiaz ...!!!

so frens... so sorry i havnt been hanging out ... wahhaha ...cheers ...

2008-12-08T00:25:00.005+08:00

december 06 ...

yeah hooo ... wake up 730am in the morning did some preparation for trip to JB...
hmm i lighten my car, took out my car wash kit, took out my spare tire... and then took out some car tools ... think lighten my 8 plus 8kg bah ....

then went fill up tank to 3/4 full ....and check tire pressure. .... 8am went pick up me boss ...then we head for Second link tuas... kenna 40 min jam to the custom ... ZZZ wah lau ... my speedometer fuel gauge suddenly SIAO SIAO ... fall behind 3/4 mark ... i abit scare scare ... LOLX
then i saw me car drinking 20 litre / 100 km mark for the first time ... (becos of the jam ...stop go stop go) ....

then cleared the SGP custom ... i steam towards malaysia custom ... i opened my throttle ... wheeeee 140km/h .... i didnt wanna go tht fast at first ... cost erm ... i scare my car not use to this condition .... but then haiz frm far i see the jam again ... zzz queueing for malaysia custom.

through the jam ... alot of ppl is trying to cut queue squeeze here squeeze there ... zzz then there is this uncle ... he wasnt like sticking bumber to bumber ... when ppl move off liao ... he left a very big gap(1 bus lane) ... then i see that lane like moving fast so i turn into his lane ... so i turned in ... and then he horned out of no where ...zzz i was like ... HUH ...wth ... i alrdy half body inside u horn for wat ...i look at my rear mirror ... saw its an indian botak uncle LOL ... so i didnt care tht much ... was very engrossed with 987fm ... haha

then abt 10 mins later ... got 1 toyota rush cut into my back ... into tht indian botak lane ... lolx ... the botak uncle come out of his car and went to the driver to exchange a few words ... LOLX thereafter came the: "erh u not happy come out lar ..." ... in my heart i was thinking ... uncle ... u leave a big gap ... in this kinda jam ... is either u dun wanna giv way so u squeeze bumber to bumber or u lose out loh ....

then at 1140 ... i cleared malaysia custom ... YEAH HAAAAA !!!! i roamed free at the highway ... i sped to 165km/h .... then i slowed dwn ... cos i hum ji spider ... dun dare to whack liao ... LOLX ....

my boss brought to to a place for makan ....

i think im quite shocked is.... when ur food comes ... dun need pay first ...cos its their culture ... if u paid first and u dun speak malay ... then may jack up price thinking ur not local ....
then come the best part ... when u wanna eat fried mee and there put "self-service" ... it doesnt mean u have to carry ur own plate ... it meant ... eat hw much u want ...take the amount of food u wanted ... literally a buffet for u noh .... but like at a fixed price ...

then me and me boss when visit her aunt ... where i saw their house cat ... mahchiam like garfield ... damn fat lar ...

wahhahah ... then after the visit ... we went SHOPPING ... jusco giant ... lolx and then stroll around for car accessories shop .... this is when im poisoned by AMG RIMS ...!!! i wanna save money buy liao ... whahahah ... any kind soul to buy it for me xmas present ...

as the night falls ... me boss bring me to caR wash ...where i sit dwn and order ramly burger ... DAMN POISONED BY THE BURGERS la .... LOL ...

then b4 leaving jb ... we went for a petrol filled up ... and me boss literally showed me wat he meant by FULL TANK ... fill it to the brim ... LOLZ ...

after filling up ... wah lau ... got 1 chao ah beng civic ...with loud loud exhast ...down behind me vroom vroom vroom ... then when he reverse he bang into the car beside me ... I was like Oo ... lolx ... then i quicky jump into my car ... siam first ...

at 8pm ...was back in SGP ...its fun ... gotta go in more man ... WHAHHAHA ...

2008-08-17T23:07:00.004+08:00

Operation DIY Comp (10 aug 08)

hmmm, need to thank my good fren for tht ... thanks SGT kay how ...
the inital planning of this op was bt 2 wks earlier ... whahah ... he help me with choosing the parts ...recommending me the necessary parts ... whoo hooo ...

final price tag $999...
-e8400 duo core 2
-msi p35 neo 3 board.
- 850 gb hdd ( 2 hd frm my previous comp)
- 4850 series graphic card 512 mb.
- 2gb kingston ram,
-600 watt power ...

(the outlook -
sorry im not in the craze of F1 ... but im have been a loyal support for ferrari f1 and formula sporting for 10 yrs now ... LOLx its nth like the fever SGP is having now)

(the brain and the motherboard ... )

(the intense messy wiring make me go haywire)

(my 2 sata hdd ... 500 gb + 320gb )

of cos i need to fix in my own hdd and my dvd drive ... i made a very big mess !! whahahha
the below picture tell the necessary stories ....

- finally 160 gb 2.5 portable for ivy ... zzz ($90) ..

NDP 09 aug 08 ...

well i went there have a look at the black knights f16c ...

was particularly impressed by their stuns ... i was imersed and drowned in the roar of the jet engine and the sight of them flying gracefully through the skyline of the CBD area... whahaha ...

you rock man ... guess its every guys dream to be pilot ...

whahaha i accidentally killed one of my boss lobster ... so i went on bought him a new lobster (the one above ... ) isnt it cute whahah ... =D

2008-07-20T19:44:00.004+08:00

Well guess webs are clogging up on my blogs ... LOLX...

i went back to school during the month of june to recollect my memories ... i had a really fun time in SP... i missed the food ( too bad the FC were closed on sch holiday) ...
i miss the part when i found great frens ...
i miss the part when first day at sch i couldn't find my way to lecture ...
i miss the part where i got lost in engineering compound tring to look for library ...
i miss the part where i didnt know there is a mac during the first sem ...
i miss the part when me and fren gaze at pretty ladies each time they walk pass ....
i miss the part im on my heels(nervous) when present project infront of my clz mates ...
i miss the part when i first shouted at a lecturer "not funny " when He try to crack a joke ...
whahaha these are some of the fond memories ....

(first time left camp at 7pm ... zzz )

Lately, i just bought a mobile modem that enable me to surf anywhere under the sun ...
its damn cool lar ... finally i can surf net in my office ... cos erm there isnt wireless infrastructure in my camp ... zzz

yup tht it ... Home team academy - HTA i begining to like this place ... the condusive environment ...the exercise facilities (gym track and pool) the ppl ... my fellow officers ... the police cars ... my desk ...not forgetting the trainees ... (cos i love the way they call me - SIR !!) LOLX ...

of cos ... i have to travel a dreadfull 1 hr 30 mins journey to my camp ... tht a stackering 3 hrs of my day Lost in traveling .... and damn i hate public transport .... hiaz ...
going to camp is the easy part cos erh ... i always get to sit on the train .. LOLX ...

but going back home is the teadious part ... i cant stand the afterwork peak hours ...

thus i apdoted a strategy ... i had my everyday 2km jog in the camp ...shower then leave camp at 715pm to avoid the crowd .. wee ... this way i cant shed my pounds(weight) and try to maintain stamina for my IPPT next yr ... LOLX

( its a long way to camp)

( it gets really boring when u are waiting for a bus for more than 20 mins ... when the LTA promises 5 ... zzzz)

recently, there has been dispute on the increased in fares of erp and the number of gantries set up ...

i could all well imagine a erp place here ... and there and everywhere ...
90 of these ERP crap will be place islandwide ... damn it sia ... its so unjust ...
guess wat the LTA says after 10 yrs since the First ERP was raised ... "... erm we are still monitoring... " ... zzzz Classical answer ... hiaz ...
gheez lost all hope in Sgp Lifestyle .... why aint any of the govt members take lead in taking public transport ... (jolly well know why i bold it ...)

gheez i really missed the open road, the passion for driving and everything else driving has brought me ...

makes me miss when i just pass my driving ...
- petrol were price 1.90 for prenium petrol
- there arent erp charges at night ....
- erp were as low as $1

nice audi r8 ... only driven it once by invitation ... got to really take tht fren of mine ... wahhahah
wee ... great stunning ironman car ... *thumbs up* ...

but then the car to own ... GTR !!! ... here i come ... 300 k ...!!

2008-05-26T02:17:00.002+08:00

things has been going bad....
well first my desktop went died on me (abt time lar)
reason: suspected motherboard problem

then i wanted to use my sister comp for web design but little do i know the moment i on her comp, her hdd crash ... ( her hdd is like half dead also) ... so F** up sia ...

then this afternoon took a stroll at sim lim ... taking TRAIN !! wah lau ... first time after 2 yrs i take public transport to town and shopping
reason : = simlim parking expensive ..
= not buying comp yet there is no need for car
= mum is using ZZZzzZZ

i will be launching my bags business soon ... do come and support me .. =D

lastly got a string of words to share.
inspired by my frens nick ... abcdefg
A boy can do everything for girl ...

cheers ... summer is comming

2008-04-21T08:14:00.004+08:00

been moodly for the pass 6 months ... aint gonna explain much ... same old aunt agony thingy and stuff ... wahhaa
been putting alot of cash on my car recently too ... the only reason for me to explain is ...guys with cars tend to find alternate way out with their annoyed matters with speed, spending on the car and bla bla bla ... its a passion devoted to the car ....

(still love my car the best - muarkz)

going 3rd month into serving my NS-police ...
wahahha ... im under the training unit ... also known as Training command (Tracom).
the working environment here quite okie ... but most of all ... walk pass trainnee they will
look nervous ... =P

begining to settle down alrdy ... my predecessor has gone ... im left alone ...
of course ... still get scolding frm big shots ... but i still got my very nice boss lar ..zzz demanding at times ... but equally quite a joker ...

my job scope ?? im a staff assistance to my head finance officer. im account for tracking invoices as well as following command under his head nose zzz. LOLx other than that i will flip open newspaper play suduko ...

(im lame im bored im crazy ... this is hw u look like - NS life)

couple of times i was sent to do driving duties ... cos got VIP ... need to bring them tour around the camp ...

(driving duties ... im driving subaru ... whee whee)

(another side of me ... )

Last 2 saturdays was burned cos need to do duty... its a once a month 24 hour duty.
for me ... my view for the duty is more like babysitter for the trainnees ... ZZzzZz
if not for them i could have been slping on a bed rather than an office chair zzz
well wat the hell ...

(lolx ... 4 of a kind ... LOLx i deliberately park the last one on the right)

2008-03-04T23:38:00.002+08:00

dont know if i posted this before ... but i just love this song so much ... it sort of reads my life out ... LOLX ... just listen to the song ... (i purposely select the cover done by arvil becos i like her songs )
its abt the melody, the lyric ... the sound ... the power ... the emotion ... the devotion ...

lyric extracts:
"... and i dont want the world to see me,
cos i dun think that they understand,
when everything's made to be broken ...
i just want you to know i am... "

".. you cant fight the tear that are coming ... "

"... you bleed just to know you're alive"

2008-03-04T00:50:00.004+08:00

Monday 3 march

lolx my vehicle =X

lolx back to work ... after 1 week of course ... i dunno why .. but i seem to grow fond for my workstation. today suddenly got 1 pile of work load on table ... see liao super sianz ... then clear off within the first hour ... then at abt 0945 ... my boss gave me another task ... check 80+ ppl de claim and check the amt tally with recipt and sort in order according to list ... to be completed by 1045 ... Siong sia ...
In the mist of such task ... there are several invoices to be check and email out were place on my desk ... LOLX for the first time my workspace is fill with alot of shitty papers ... CHAOtic sia...

Then in afternoon ... registry side ... the in-charge tht side say her boys all play Mc today ... so she have no despatch boys ... wonder if i can help ... i say i try do wateva i can lor ....
haiz ... but then again i think next time i cfm die... cfm ask me do despatch SIANZ lar ..... i dun wanna be labelled as despatch boy ... its not my job scope ... im a staff assistance to head in finance !!! RAH !! dunno why my department and registry is link tgt !!!

Sunday 2 march

hmmm wasnt in a good mood ... so i took car out to pg rd for a spin ... sight seeing bah ... LOLX ...

then i saw military police patrolling around the area ... lolx first time i see the apv car sia ... lolx

(punggol rd)

2008-02-19T22:19:00.005+08:00

14 feb 08...

- emo sia ... zzzz

its a day for singles to emo at home ... stare at wall and suck thumb ... LOLX either way ... i got my companion ... and i dote her more than anything else !! wahhaha =X

11 feb 08

just received my police driving permit license. i dunno why i was send to do the conversion for police driving permit (compulsory : needed for handling of police vechicle) ..
i was told in my department im the only guy with class 3 driver and im responsible in driving the registry ppl (depatch boy ) to Hq or sth ...

kinda stupid but then i could getaway with time lar aka SLACK ... only thing i hate the most is im not responsible for despatching documents ... its not under my job scope and i wasnt told the procedures as well ... end up i kenna a verbal warning slap right into my face for nth ... zzz tht life ...

zzz get it striaght ... im frm finance ... not despatch ... i can drive them for u ... u gonna ask me boss for permission ... zzz LOLX

( when there is nth to do ... just stone lor ...)

( transformer and my sassy girl to brighten up
my table at least abit ... more to come )

( long time nv drive manual ...)

(qualified Police chiongster ... lolx my slacking tool )

06 feb 08

wahhaha its new year ...
eve of new year ... actually i didnt pack my room much ... cos i packed it b4 my NS enlistment ...

then its be 4 mths and i occasionally then slp in my room during these period ...

but then i go wash my car ... ULTRA dirty sia ... vacuum the carpet, wipe the seats... clean the trunk area .... LOLX i love my car best .. =X

then first day i nv visit anyone... my visiting starts on 3rd...
this yr income wasnt tht good ... zzz

24 jan 08

whahaha recently got poisioned by car mods ...
i thinking to change my car kit but quite exp at 200 dollars ... either way i started off with lighting first ... i change to white lights ..!! whee ... =X
damaged made to wallet --> 70 zzz

2008-02-19T22:08:00.003+08:00

18 jan 08

you are looking at the best squad !!

me squad ... 43 ...

Fren(left to right):wendy fren, wendy, kok, me, ivy

me and mum

(thx fren.. gan dong sia )

Yeah POP lor.... im a POLICE-MAN ... LOLX ... whahaha ... invited ivy to come ... she the best ... most on whahaha then can take picture tgt with KOK ...

CALL ME CPL BARRY TAN !! lolx ...

wahhaha then have to treat ivy to ben & jerrys .. zzz LOLX demanding sia ... hope u enjoy it ... =P

2007-09-23T14:25:00.000+08:00

its been a long time ....

7 sep 07

zzz had the second major accident of my life ... wat the fuck sia.... a van turning left from 2nd lane .... nv look at his mirror or blindspot ...then bang me on the right ... fuck ...the moment i sense sth wrong ... i was on the brake but it nv happen for me ... and the wreack was done ...there goes my beloved ... zzz sianz ... send to repair and all this ... but worst of all ... i was gonna served the freaking NS ... @ HTA ... zzz

(the wreckage zzzz)

(hay days of my ride )

11 sep 07

it comes a day when i step in a new chapter of life ... when i was walking in a Multi purpose hall, a high ranking sir was walking behind me ... he ask me hw i feel ...i was like ... "what to do ... govt ask me to serve i got to serve ... if not cant live in SG mah" ... either way its when boys become man ... the day pass quickly as its was adminstrative stuff ... however ...some of us got pump juz in the first day sia... WTF right ...

12 sep - 14 sep 07 ...

days pass like months ... wake up pretty damn early ... @ 530 am ...then follow by a morning PT exercise @ 615am ... it really strain every bits and piece of me flesh and bone ... it really gave me an shakedown ... by the night i was like enduring with tremendous soar and aches.

either way i tot tht its normal ...but i really wonder hw far i could go ... i apply counter-pain almost the whole of my body like suntan lotion ...wahahha ...

Thursday, was a day to be remember ... its when i hear the cutting blades of the shaver ... shaving off hair on my head ... we are officially botak ... by tht second ... zzz ...but in consolation, the feeling felt great ... wahhahaz ... it feel good....

then comes friday ... yeah yeah book out lor .... whahaha its the only every botak head look forward to ...

(before botak ) (after botak)

19 sep - 21 sep

after the short week end rest ... i was kinda down ... had to book in at sunday night ...
the week intensify as we were pushed harder on our physical ... as routine, morning wake up 530am ...Morning PT @ 615am ... its was quite siong ... i think on avg tht week ...each day we are doing 200 push up - 200 crutches - 200++ jumping jets ...

then came the highlight ... we were told we had 3 pts lesson per day ...
615am - morning ...
0930 - foot drill
0300 - Jogging session ...

OMFG ... lolx the botaks head was like taking every break time fruitfully ... we will actually slp after our lunch @ 1pm+ then awaits our fate at 3 pm in the noon ...

ironically, i didnt really feel much strain on my body anymore ... less aches ... LOLX ....
we are pratically counting the days to our book out day ..... wahhaha ... its so life-less no entertainment ...
wahhaha so i pratically slp at about 9pm everynight ... 90 mins b4 lights out time ....
despite of slping tht early ... i didnt get enuff slp... coz the malay damn noisy and den i wake up every 2 hour interval ... wah lau ...

then we were made to do a autobiography ... write abt myself ... of cos i write the usual stuff ... like exploring SG place ...drive around ... take picturesof my car ..wahhaa ...
then i come across a topic ... "do u have any girlfren" ...
i was like ...does this matter ??

wahhahaz my ans to that question ... N/A ... yet to be found .. LOLX ...those who know me cfm know my truth answer ... wahahha ...

friday book out ... i very happy ... hee ...
i took cab dw to repair shop at eunos to get back my car ... it looks great except for some flaws ... wahhaahz ...sianz ...

22 Sep 07

not going to pen down wat happen that day wahhaa to be updated soon ...

till next time ... preparing for book in session le ... 2100 ... SIANZ

(preview of me full fledge police uniform look .. this is only npcc days )

2007-07-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

its super hot in china ... so ..need to act cool =P

been learning photoshop skills ... so comment and critics ... LOLx ...
thank you very much

2007-04-27T23:43:00.000+08:00

wee.. hongkong lauw gui fang

my ride in china - left hand drive =X

my ride in Sg - right hand drive

yeah ... going to apply internation license lor =D

2007-03-10T22:40:00.000+08:00

8th march:

hahaha went fishing with my fren @ marina south, 4pm, ... =D ... matter of fact is i go see ppl fish lar ... i dunno hw to fish mah ...
guess it take lots of patience to wait for 1 fish ... LOLx the 6pm ... the fish farm's in-charge released the fishes ... zzz so we all all throw our fishing rod at the released point ... =D ...
it suppose to have alot of catch but dunno why ... keep having no fish ... then the Uncles opposite us keep having the catch zzzz.... liew ...

end up we have our first catch like 8 pm ... zzz

12am ... we pack up and leave =D ... whahahz... then got a guy give us all his fish ... coz he dun wanna take home ... wah ... we got 8 fishes ... =D LOLx ...i take home 3 ... me fren split the rest ... HEEE ...

The baits used ... LOLx PRAWNS ... i hate prawn ... =(

my fren ... LOLx looking out for something fishy =P

a fish swam by ... LOLx ... damn ...

Weeee first Kill ... trying to unhook

put all the catch in net

Conclusion: ... fishy is a leisure ... LOLx kinda torment to the fishes ... LOLx ...

2007-03-07T06:00:00.000+08:00

dad suddenly came back on sunday night ... said he have to meet client on monday morning the got to fly off on tues morning ...
wah ... he's flight like taking bus lidat ....

so woke up super duper early ... went petrol station ... dad had the car filled with full tank (blink blink ...... heee hee hee ) then we drove off straight to airport ....
haha the car is with full tank ... so took it for a quick spin lar ... quite annoyed by some personal problems .... LOLx (dun wanna waste too much petrol also) ...

then i pass by my secondary sch ... stopp over ...and like see the flag raising thingy ...
then i start to have flash backs ... im always late for the flag raising thing ... im forever running to the gate .... LOLx ... forever being late ...
then at the point of graduation, i told my discipline master that im always late becoz she statiion a gorgeous counscil there .... LOLX
i still remember becos my discipline master wanted me to change ... she placed me as a class monitor ... (she was my form teacher then) ... LOLx ... ridiculous.

thereafter ... i had a plate of wanton mee opp of my school ... whahahhaz... bring back memory ... =X
so i went for a short nap .... =D ...
i woke up at 2 pm .. my fren date me go car wash ... LOLx
then i was told tht there was earth quark ... LOLx i was drooling on my bed .... felt nth !!!! Sg is safe lar ...

i borrow his vacuum to clean off my boot ... had alot of sand .... rims polisher ...

end result of washing ... = )

2007-03-07T05:38:00.000+08:00

1/3
had invitation frm a fren to his cousin pub@ criag road ... so tot gib face lar ... anyway i was deliver some stuff to frens at tht area....

at first got kinda of lost coz i was driving ... then it became lucky i drove ...they were trying to make me drink like hell ...
LOLx play cards ... then came a round i lost in a horrific manner ...ghezz ... i had 13 cards on hand ... and i havnt even put a single card lor ... i was thinking like hw the winner win sia ...

royal flush , 3,4,5,6,7
full house kings with pair queen ..
1 pair of 2 ....
1 card of 3 ...
Stuns ....

13 cards drink 2 bottle leh ... HENG my car save me ... i love me car =D LOLx

2/3,
woke up quite early @ 8 in preparation for sentosa trip ... hee ... wee can see bikini le
then i go wash car .. been having monsoon seasons ... my car is covered wif dirt.... shit man ...
due to time constraint .. i juz rinse it wif clear water lar ... hahahah ....

got back had a shower, pack up my stuff ... LOLx then erh see still got time to spare ... go disturb veeboo online .... plan to get some old chang kee curry puff while on the way to pick her up ....
she ask me to let her know wat time im going to set off ... coz she hasnt yet prepare anything ...biang ... *faint* ... so i was there surfing youtube for "top gear" (automative programme) ...
while hurrying her to bath ...

then it came on my mind i have to pass veeboo my hdd for her to back up mah ...so i clear off some of the contents in it ... wah liew erh ... taking hours lor ... then i have to abolish my plan for curry puffs ... coz its alrdy 1110am ... surppose to meet at 1130 ... LOLx so carry my laptop ... throw it in the car ... have its clearing the hdd while on the way lor ...

pick up everyone(veeboo, by sy) + meeting KOK (with another car) and head off
tanjiong beach ... honestly i dunno the way .. =D

once there ... took our barang barang head dw to a quiet spot ... LOLx starting playing cards ... loser being thrown off into the sea ... thx lar hor ... im the first to go dw .... ... gheez the water is filled with salt lar ... Ultimate natural MSG ....

shorty rain disrupted the day ... have to hide @ a lounge ... zzz shit man ....
then had a quick change and shower ... head back to main land had dinner .... =D

then after sending veeboo home ... had to rush for my next meeting ... went off to pub ...
actually im quite shag liao ... coz when driving veeboo home ... im alrdy there yawn ... becoz ECP having Jam ... damn ....

ultimate hack lar ... i waited so long for my pals to finish exam ...i had pool session wif ah ming ...LOLx as usual kenna thrash like fuk ... making me always leaving 3 or 4 balls on the table b4 gaming ... diao ...

the ladies were happily singing their song ... then i go back to the table close my eyes awhile ...
its really tiring sia

2007-02-24T14:11:00.000+08:00

LOLx today woke up at 5.45am ... daddy woke me up ... ask me to drive him to airport ... coz he going back china ... zzzZZzzz haiz ...

then so he drove to airport i slp on the car ... later then i drive back home ...
reach my blk void deck ... StUN ... my blk no lights ... LOLX tot black out ...
but nearing 7am liao ... so heck lar ...

then after tht maybe im tired ... step inside the lift ... didnt notice the lift doesnt have light ... then when it closes its door ... its total darkness ... WAH LAU ... ghezz ...
lucky thing the lift is moving ... i dun wanna be trapped !! @@.

see on the left ... the blk is lit with lights ... my blk further dw ... is like Pitch black
wat the hack is worker party doing ?? LOLx

2007-02-21T02:17:00.000+08:00

16/2
..... haiz ... pack up back early wee hours abt 3 am ... dint had any wink ... LOLx ...
dad wake me up at 5 am .... to get ready to set off .... then my sister di-ly - dare - li .... drag until 9am ... zzz DAMN lar ...

catch up wif some slp on the car ... LOLx i didnt even know when crossing the customs ... dad drove super fast ... kinda feel heartache for tht engine (crying inside my heart) ...
then couple of hours later ... i took the wheel ... wee first time driving in malaysia ... whahaz ... but then kenna scolding frm daddy ... say i too dangerous ... rahhhh ... zzz LOLx ...

end up my driving session gone up to smoke when im stuck at a massive Jam ... near KL ... rah ... shit man ... have to let me dad drive ... coz i noob at overtaking cars at Jams ...zzz

17/2
eve of new year ... zzz ... slack around in Ipoh town ... me and daddy go hunt for food ... while mum and sister hide at my aunty place ... chit chat ... LOLx ... we trying to while time away lar ...

then Dinner at a "5 star" restaurant ... happy to see me grand-parents ... uncle and aunty ... LOLx .... the trouble is ... have to call "jiu jiu", "jiu-mu" ... bla bla bla ... and is alot of dem lor ...
imagine u have to address everyone to eat on the table .... i juz say "lets eat ... "

LOLx 7 dish course meal ... damn Alot ... but i skip 2 dish ... Prawns and Fried rice ... zzz coz i dun take prawns ... and i dun feel like having Fried rice =D ....

i love the part where we "lao yu sheng" .... LOLx i did the most funniest thing ... i tip-toe ... to get the "lao" the highest ... hee hee hee

18/2
chu yi .... zzz force to take Vet-giie-tarian ... wah ....
go visit collect angbao ... zzz boring lar ... stay at grandparent hse ... super stuffy, humid, HOT HOT HOT .... then i ride bicycle to cousin hse ... see if she in or not ... coz i wanna take her Manual car go spin ... LOLx ... looking forward for this part only ...

then at night ... LOLx i play fireCrackers ... zzz sianz lar ... camera forget to charge ... so no pict ...
then i tio burn ... coz my little cousin suddenly light one of the cracker behind me ... i didnt see ... then it explode .... lucky was safe but my jeans ... zzz ... juz suffer alittle abrasions....

19/2
BORING ....zzz slack in tht sorching HSe ... nth to do ... then most of my cousin too young to chat ... to ... (age gap) ... those elder cousin ... some of them not in ... so im left alone ... LOLx doing card tricks to myself ... LOLx ....

20/2
YEAHPIIEE .... whahahz can go back SG lor ... miss my bed ... my compt ...
then i ask dad to drive the car for 2 hours first ... let me slp ... after tht i took over ... drove for 3.5 hours of avg speed 120km/h .... MaX speed 141 km/h

... hee hee ... i played wif the car's Cruise control ... super fun ... i was shaking both my leg .... the car was having constant acceleration by itself ... hee ... lalallalalaz ... *muarck for me car*

then ... didnt think so much ... was SPEEDing all the way =D ... its the only time when i can unlease myself .... the adrenaline ... the sensation ... wah ... no words to describe...
u see the mountains and trees pass by ur window and the cars u overtook .... =X ...

Pictures:

Raining ... when my dad is pounding on the road =x scary

Interior of my grandParents Kampong house ...

some picture of my Cousin ... damn ... im old liao zzz
dun even remember wats' their name ... zzz

hee ... me po po ... aint she Cute ... too bad ..
gong gong slping ZzzZZ ....

one of the classic picture, the dog chasing its tail ... =D

Nice view ... =)

candid pict ...
Ps: the one in the middle cute right ... one of the younger
children i most dote on =D

wanna taken a cuter pict but she shook me phone zzz ..
ps: she took me fone ... finding ways to delete ... but i know she
dunno how to =D ... hee ...

LOLx ... damn ... she more cute =D

this is the younger sister of hers ... like twin right ...
but age i think is 4 years apart ...

LOLx smuggle 1 carton of Gums for VeebOo ...
those who want .. go Bug her

2007-02-15T07:27:00.000+08:00

ghezz couldnt slp ... so spent the night crack out a new layout and blogskin ... LOLX...

whahaha ... ytd was Vday ... LOLx dint really went out ... coz frens are busy wif their own date and somemore me have no date ... becoz im a charmless guy ...
but well i spent my day washing up my car.... long time nv clean the interior ... then wax the car abit =D hee ... she's lovely ...

this few day ... i was dwn wif a drastic flu ... irony is its caused by spring cleaning ...LOLx really dummp out alot of things ... got primary sch - sec sch txt, LAW notes ... LOLx ... some un-sent love letters ...hidden in txtbks .... gifts frm previous dates ....
well ... in the midst of cleaning up ... had alot of flashes back lar ... some of those were the good memories to be kept ... some of those are those to be chuck aside ... well ... lives goes on ...

then it really bring me to a point tht i realy need ppl to appreciate me lar .... i always have philosophy that if someone treat me good ... i damn well treat tht person good ...
if im being provoked ... u jolly well know urlimits ... b4 i come dw 4 times as much hell on u ....

Hahah ... offically ended school juz a couple of weeks ago ... really damn well gonna miss my khaki in sch ... LOLx claudia ... bY and his babe .. whahaha ... damn ...i nv forget abt dem ... then comes dumb dumb vee ... lolx got to Dote on her to get supplies of wonderful notes (coz im aways on the absent list for lecture) ...

heee till next time

2007-01-01T06:16:00.000+08:00

Saw sth funny on forum ... tot wanna share ... be warned by the foul language Used !! ... LOLx

The multi-purpose FutureCard will be the version of our perpetually metamorphosing IC in the near future. With an embedded smart chip, it can also be used as a passport, store our medical history, driver's license, act as an ATM card, serve as an electronic purse and even be used at the National Library...what ever you do with the card...you will be tracked! It may also be a tracking device via GPRS (Good or Bad, depending the situation) However, a recent debate has brought to light the questionable control on access, potential information abuse and privacy infringement. As the debate rages on, I can foresee a likely scenario when ordering pizzas in the near future...

Ah Beng's FutureCard ( Likely Scenerio )

Operator: "Thank you for calling Pizza Hut Geylang. May I have your..."
Ah Beng: "Haloo, arh...can I orler huh..."
Operator: "Can I have your Future Card number first, Sir?"
Ah Beng: "It's arh..., hold on prease, arh..... S6102-0499-54610FC"
Operator: "OK... you're... Tan Ah Beng alias 'Or Kwee Tao' and you're calling from 17-D Lorong 14, Geylang. Your home number is 67828828, your office 6782 8838 and your mobile is 96828848. Which number are you calling from now Sir?
Ah Beng: "Home lah! Wah Lan (Bad word)...How you get all my phone lumbers, arh?"
Operator: "We are connected to the 'FutureCard' system Sir"
Ah Beng: "OK lah, okay lah...Can I orler your Seafood Pisar..."
Operator : "That's not a good idea Sir"
Ah Beng: "Why....Cannot arh?"
Operator: "According to your latest medical records, you have high blood pressure and even higher cholesterol level Sir"
Ah Beng: "What?...Wah Lan!....medical lecords also hab... you lecommend lah?"
Operator: "Try our Low Fat Hokkien Mee Pizza. You'll like it"
Ah Beng: "Wah...How you know I like Hokkien mee, arh?"
Operator: "You borrowed a book entitled "Popular Hokkien Dishes" from the National Library last week Sir"
Ah Beng: "OK...OK...Buay Ta Han (Can't stand you)... I give up... Gif me three family sized ones then, how much arh?
Operator: "That should be enough for your family of 10, Sir. The total is $45..."
Ah Beng: "I pay by FutureCard...Can or Not ?"
Operator: "I'm afraid you have to pay us cash, Sir. Your credit card is over the limit and you're owing your bank $6720.55- since October last year"
Ah Beng: "Ka Nee Nah!(bad word)... Everything also know...chiat lat(terrible)!"
Operator: "That's not including the late payment charges on your housing loan Sir.
Ah Beng: "Okay lah...I run to ATM and withdraw some cash before you come my house lor"
Operator : "You can't Sir. Based on the records, you've reached your daily limit on machine withdrawal today....with the latest withdrawal of 250 for 4D and TOTO at 2.46pm"
Ah Beng: "Never mind just send the pizzas, I borrow money from my Ah Mah. How long arh?"
Operator: "About 45 minutes Sir, but if you can't wait you can always come and collect it on your motorcycle...it'll be ready in 15 mins and you are only 5 mins away"
Ah Beng: "Where got transport?"
Operator: "According to the details in your FutureCard", you own a Honda Scooter, ...registration number FE 3288..."
Ah Beng: "Ka Nee Nah!"(bad word)
Operator : "Better watch your language Sir. Remember on 15th July 1987 you were convicted of using abusive language on a policeman... ?"
Ah Beng: [Speechless and calms down after being reminded of the brush with the law]
Operator: "Is there anything else Sir?"
Ah Beng: "Nothing... by the way... still got stock of that 3 free bottles of cola as advertised or not?"
Operator: "We normally would Sir, but based on your records you're also diabetic....... "
Ah Beng: [Heard cursing away as he slams down the phone and telling his family he is going to the Hawker Centre to 'Tar Pow'(Take away)]

2006-12-26T00:58:00.000+08:00

hmmm bored to death at home ...today went out to car wash ... but shortly it rain ... sianz ...
so call up one old frens and meet up some of my old frens ... then went movie ...
whahahz tot can watch "night at museum" but then see deathNote2 ...oh well wat the heck at least stil quite nice =D wahahaz

after the show send my frens home lor ... stubble across this bugger lady road user ... basket ... nv check blindspot then juz cut in when i was abt to accelerate ... so i step brake and Horn for 5 secs ... + highbeam ...
oh well wat the heck ... like was at slow speed =D hee .. phew ... another 5 mths to go then i will get back my 24 points le =D cant wait

wahhahaz... end of the day quite happy lar ...

2006-12-22T23:20:00.000+08:00

LOLx bored this few days ... wanna go wash up my baby(car) also cannot ... been raining frequently ... LOLx
then my comp spoil leave me super bored .... setting up a bag.blogspot ... to sell bags lor ... will be tagging them at around 40+ bah ...
payment made is thru i-banking ... or cash ... i forget my password for my paypal .. LOLx ...

delivery maybe free or in 1-2 days ... to ur blk or at MRT station =D

hmmm so ... been taking pictures and play mine sweaper ... KAO ... i juz cant win leh ... dunno why ... crap!! ...

wahahahz ... took some screenshot ... diao 10 out of 10 i lose all the way ... HELP ... juz couldnt understand it .. =D hurhurhur ...

2006-12-19T12:54:00.000+08:00

woke up 9 in the morning ... gt nth to do ... was quite depressed ... coz my desktop spoil le ... then i no money to go fix also ... sianz .. coz my graphic card got problem ... then my mainboard dun have integrated graphic ... i think lar .... coz there is no port for me to connect my LCD to mainboard other than graphic card ...

the whole night was calculating how much i need to buy a comp lor ... sian sian sianz ...

abt 10 in the morning ... got the sudden mood to cheong WSNA project ... then heard noise frm my parents again ... they are quarrelling again ... dun understand why lar .... dun know hw to stop them also ... felt super super depressed also ... so plug in earphone ... turn up the volume of my ipod ... heard NTH ... but rock songs ....

thereafter ... read the WSNA scenario ... find it so stupid.... bastard ... say wat each office require 4 comps ... then towards the end say corporate office got 18 users ... max 3 share a printer ... LOLx WTF ... so which is the coporate ?? zzz diao ...

the project looks easy lar ... if there is no budget ... wire all the office up can le ... becoz there is such clause called ... need to be stable and be budget ... WAT THE HELL is YOUR BUDGET !!!!

2006-12-12T04:32:00.000+08:00

Plans: for holiday --> - finish balancing on blades and start to learn braking !!!
- go fren condo de gym =D
- then go ECP learnt karyakt =D
- wait for daddy come back, then i got full tank =D

Monday:
usual rountine LOLx late for Law tut again ...Sianz... then after i was in clz joking wif claudia ... =D after the tutorial... went clememti wif my dearest "school frens" wahhaaz go buy cake for Wendy =X wahhahahz
wendY happY 19th BDAY !!!

went back home after schooling .... super tired ... LOLx i see my look on the MRT window as it screams dw the underground .. LOLx super duper gloomy =X
then surprise see me fren SMS... he off today so ask see if i wanna go see guitar ?? wahhaaz ... he ask me meet him at suntec ... but i was aldry on NEL back home .. LOLx lazy take the train ride back to city hall ... so whahaz go home get car =D

b4 meeting.... LOLx went off brash brasha help veeboo check her stuff .... then i see the guitar's price ... super duper ex .... have to go sell pi gu liao ... LOLx
after seeing tht price tag make me consider and ponder leh zzzz ... erh ... can anyone lend me 1 guitar ...no need to be in top condition ... but the sound canot be too off lar =D

end up buying the s90 for veeboo lor ... =D wahahahaz ... dun have to pay la erh .. LOLx i lose on the odds =D ... treat as ur bday prezzi + X'mas + new yr lor =D wahahhaz

waited at padang field ... i turn off engine and SLP.... waited for 1 hr plus LOLx no reply frm fren .... then i started to feel my head spinning ... so i go back home slp all the way till 4am

Sunday:
LOLx my mum ask me accompany her so she could learnt hw to drive the new car ... LOLx there after i drove it dw to toa payoh seee if the game shop still there or nt ... Sianz ... close le zzzz
then wanna meet my cousin at toa payoh ... ask him bring me to shop for guitar. Then sway sway he say gf come visit him LOlx ... wah double sianz sianz
so alone alone again drove back home ... go jog 3 rounds stadium ... then it rains zzz DUHz ... why so sway man ....

2006-12-07T09:54:00.000+08:00

Thursday:

Strength : always wanted to be perfect, more discipline, trying to be more calm
Weakness: nt able to keep calm at certain time, too rough on pedals, over-confidence.
Opp: -
Threats : TAXI DRIVERS(buggers on rd), Motorist (coz hide in my blindspot), Bus & lorries (super big ass drivers)

early in morning nth to do ... dun wanna go EBP ....
do a SWOT analysis of my driving skill ... coz lately see alot of accident ... rahhhh

Wednesday:
hmmm ... LOLx dint make an effort to wake up for sch ... coz there is none =D ... so on laptop, watch tv and have my breakfast....
when to get back the new car today ... things wasnt as fruitful as i wanted ... i quarrel with my mum when i driving dw to the showroom .... coz i cant stand something tht she does ... and im not a person tht is very paitient to explain wat i mean ...

i remain quiet thru-out the day ... but things got better lar ... Mum and son mah .... =D

2006-11-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

Saturday:
was abit dw ... so grab car key go car washings ...
kinda crazy lar ... washing car under 2 pm sun ... =X lolx but its some kind of ways i bring myself out of shitty problems .... =X
anyway the most impt things is i can get to drive =X wahhaha ... tour around neighbourhood i also very SONG =X ...
thereafter meet fren ... we wanna cheong biking ... LOLx but his bike not around( i aways park at his hse front gate then take bike frm him) ....

Monday:
LOLx basket had a hard time struggling to wake up for my law lesson ... wahahahz ... then there is this Cheque question which coincidentally have my name on it ... i was said to have transfer 2000 bucks ... LOLX miss melu look at me i look at her ... she say i drive mercedes so wont be needing SUCH money ... WAH LAU ... drive mercs big deal lar ... DIAO ... drive tht car means rich ... take knife means im murderer lar ... wat in the world is such craps ...

Later i then know frm claudia melu saw me picking up my frens mah ... ZZZ -.-#
gt back some of results ... got a few shockings ... LOLx i dint expect my WSNA to really pass =X ... then i was hopping law this time can do at least 65++ .. but wasnt quite there ... in fact too far away =X ....

Tuesday:
hmm planned to wake up for lecture ...but the weather is so nice ... so grab the opportunities and slp lar ... =X (anyway wasnt having any pscm tut... so great day to pon lesson) ...
this is how poly students clear leaves =D

then my mum disappoint me by saying she lazy to get the new car ... RAHHHH *bites* ...
so i perform Grand theft auto again ... LOLx drove to sch ... coz aldy late ... again its raining ... this time round i had 120% of my concentration on the road ... keeping a dist frm my front cars .... then keep within speed limit ... wahhaha ... then reach sch ... i very tired =X ... LOLX

best of the best ... im a JOKER leh ... go WSNA ... nv bring book ... i was hopping go share ... then IVY suggest i borrow frm teacher .. LOLx i replied " i shy lar " .... under desperate circumstance(coz my grp pon the whole day) i go borrow lor ... wahahha =X weeee ....

cheong finish all pract .. then wanna go liao mark Johnson come in ... LOLx recruiting ppl to serve open hse ... he was looking at my direction ... LOLX hopping i volunteer ... i dun mind lar ... but erm ... i juz dunno wat factor existed to held me back ... LOLX well JOHNSON try harder to convince me =X heeex

came back .. saw this parking idiot ... LOLx
no choice have to do stun ... end up i become idiot number 2 ... rahhh !!!

2006-11-21T22:58:00.000+08:00

ZZZZ ... LOLX CA happen to juz Pass 1 week ago ... then now having SCHOOL ... man ... hw i wish there is holidays ...!!!

after the CA's LOLX immediately go cheong blading on friday ... it my second time putting on shoes wif 4 wheels ... LOLX ... kinda get the hang of balancing after a few up and dws ... LOLX but i still can managed to glide on the pavement ... coz my legs keep "curving in" rahhhh had a few falls ... wahahaz no injuries incurred ...

on the same day ... took out the car at 9pm ... LOLX go pick fren up see 007 Bond movie.... LOLX the movie is funny lar ... then full of action ... its the first time i see middle east crapper can run and perform jumps and stun better than the bond ...LOLX .... then was impressed by the car at first sight( even when seeing pictures on forum).
BUT still disappointed becoz previous bond movie all car are equip wif gadgets like guns, missles, machine guns .... LOLX but all the aston martin gets is 1 first aid kit ... LOLX ...

i wld rank this movie 3.5/5 stars .. LOLX can go cheong ...

thereafter my weekend is nth but reviewing my 5 projects work processes and then driving my family to dinners and lunches ...
cant wait to get my hands on the new car ... =X heex ... rahhh dunno when 1 to 1 exchange ... LOLX

2006-11-11T01:50:00.000+08:00

well had a bad weekend man ...

so here it goes ... the last saturday ... i had a bad/ minor accident wif the Mercedes ... well i turn out a corner carelessly ... (dunno izzit my fault or not ... but think i shld take blame also lar) .... a lorry came into my lane and TOOK out my right front Bumper ... leaving a HUGE scare ... My heart sank instantly when i hear the scrapping sound and see bit and pieces fell off frm the car ....

Both my parents were onboard lar ... so kinda lucky ... they settle the issue ... both party agree not to report.... ZZZ
my father kinda joke and say ... well its normal lar ... sooner or later u will have accident ... lucky u have it with an old car ... this could be fate to cHange a NEW car ...

So send the car for repair and then got it back on wednesday... so i drive to SCH on thurs for WSNA practise ....

Drove claudia and IVY hoome ... wahhaa on the way to ivy place ... LOLx brush thru a few puddles of water ... wahahha ... its fun lor ... then i was trying to Spray water on a motorist ... but they a TAXI came by ... then got HUGE wave or water ... i really mean WAVE ... LOLx ... it splashes on my windScreen ... then i couldnt see anything ..... I WAS SHOUTING >< ... then i jam my brake ... SCARY moments ...LOLx ... overall ... its still fun leh ... wahhahaz ....

2006-11-02T03:42:00.000+08:00

2006-10-15T00:48:00.000+08:00

Saturday 15/10:
wahahha ... woke up super early in the morning ... watch d/l video Click ... LOLx .. hmmm kinda funny ... and erm abit emotional at the end sia["will you still love me in the morning"] ... YES YES ... cherish wat u have ... DUN SKIP it ... wahhahaz ...
in the show heard a song ... quite nice ["you get what you gib"] ... wahahhaz ... damn it sia dunno where to d/l sia ... anyone reading this post ... if u got this song ... plz SEND ME ... =x

then ... went east coast jogged ... Hiaz ... i got BUGGed with JOOMla until i dunno where to continue ... so go relax lor ... then afternoon grab the car + laptop go BY hse discussed some vital pointers ... thereafter ... went back catch some slp =X heex ...

tot suppose to catch glimse on BMW 735L ... LOLx but sad leh ... daddy also slping ... RAH ... continue with JOOMLA lor ... LOLx ....
after tht 6+ go VIVO .... wahahhaz ... JIALET ... i dunno how to go ... SO my dad gib direction i drive ... ZZZZ his directing came abit too slow sia ... very hard to react ... missed a couple of turning points.... LUCKy lar .. IN Singapore ... u can get to the same dest even if u make a detour ....

reach VIVO 7+ ... wah basket ... there Queing SIA ... so i cut Q' cheong dunno until where ... i gan jiong spider mah ... but at least made it into the carpark ... but then the carpark full ... so i tour around ... find a spot and wait ... =X ...

while waiting ... there is this toyota VIOS cut in front of me ... LOLX ... becoz he saw some1 going to retrieve the car ... whahahaz ... but i was there waiting liao ... my dad very SMART .. or shld i say ... he's a vetren lar ... ask me Shift up to the bumper of vios ... coz he was Blocking the exit of tht car .... wahahhaz ... he wanted tht lot ... but i was there waiting ... so he wanted to reverse ... but im blocking his way ... wahahhaz ... he got no where to go unless to gib up the slot

He horn me ... but i heack care him ... i was singing song while my DAD play with the high Beam to ask him buzz off ... =X ... erh ... not me fault lar ... u shldn't had cut infront of me =X ....

so i got my lot ... the vios buzz off ... ppl behind me nv horn or anything ... everybody happy =X....wahahahz ....

oh yah ... check out VIVO sia... its quite okie lar ... but seems like Suntec bigger ??? at least there are couple of offers ....
i actually eyed on a folded sleeve white shirt(black or cyan strips) .... kinda funny if its on me but i really like tht style sia ... if + 1 black causal tie ... wooo .... tht will be my attire for Clubs =X....

till next time ... DUDEs .. be careful wif the haze ... and lets pray the HAZE will BUZZ its ass off SG ... =X ... adios ... =)

2006-10-11T00:56:00.000+08:00

Driving big deal ??? make me special ???

yah la yah lar ... alot of ppl comment me driving lar ... drive merc ... bla bla bla .... Fuck lar ... Driving big deal ...tht merc is not my pride ... its my dad's ... and its not my car ... so comment all u want lar .... its my privillage tht i enjoy such luxury ... and i really appreciate wat me dad do for me ... and im really blessed ...

but jolly well noe tht ur comments are not need coz i felt pressurised even behind the wheels of my family car... and bloody hell jolly well be nice to me and dun take me for granted tht i can drive and therefore i shld do certian things ... im nt trying to impress people ...

clean up ur ears and listen lar ... i have always aspire to drive as a child ... i have been saving up and eat breads from secondary sch days and work my lame man ass off after o's to adpot a 2k+ saving for my driving lesson/course ... dun scream at me and say tht ur dad is rich ... he support u ...
dad and me ... separate entity lar ....

... yeah lar ... i pissed off 2 my frens unwillingly ... yah lar ... wasnt in the mood ... make up to them at later dates lar ....

2006-10-02T02:20:00.000+08:00

recently been bugged by a irritating problem ... well my parking area is always full upon midnight ... or sometimes 9pm ... wah... damn it man ... then i have to park another carpark walk all the way back home ... damn pissed off...

reason for such problems:
1) some idiots ... park in my area where by they suppose to park at their carpark ...
-- becoz my blk area only have 3 area of lot ... sum up to est. 80 lots .... but we are sharing parking lots with another blk. then some idiot from another blk infront becoz of unknow FFF reasons ... come and park at my area ... cant they jolly well stay at there area.

2) next some bastard visit GF stayovernight ....

3) ..cant think off any reasons

some bloody pissed off with such issue ... i mail Work Party ...leader ... and damn ur team ... reply my email take how much time .... LOLx ... been 2 wks i have no replys ... wat the heck u doing ???LOLx aint u suppose to serve HG ppl ???

i juz couldnt stand this lar ...coz u living tht blk and u cant park ur previous at ur void deck ... instead u have to park 3 blks away and walk back ... wat the hell is this ... my dad actually complaint such issue to me ... and he said ... "crap man ... everytime come back late from work have to suffer this ordeal ...." ...

i really have the URGE to POST those sorry LAME ass face on parkingidiots.blogspot lar ....
i see other HG place have season parking lot ... only mine dun have ... WTF are u doing Mr Low ... wahahaz ...sry for tht ... but ... i believe u have receive similar complaint lars .... shldnt u at least drop by and ask around ???
(* i will post some pictures next time... heex)

2006-09-24T12:18:00.000+08:00

since im going maths for next sems .. LOLX ... i have a math equation to solve ...

FOR Every:

No Study = Fail
Study = No Fail

* No study + Study = Fail + No Fail
* study(No + 1) = Fail (No + 1)
* Study = Fail ...

LOLx ... i very lame bah =X ...

2006-09-19T15:14:00.000+08:00

hee a video clip of me crusing on the roads ... dun not try this alone ... hahah next time i thin i will tape my phone to the dashboard .... =X its hard to control wif one hand steering ...

2006-09-17T14:15:00.000+08:00

had a bloody hell in the morning ... LOLx ...first thing in morning ... wake Up ... found out my toothbrush dunno go where went missing ... LOLx so go find a new brush end up in vain ... actually tot of going out buy ...buy 7am in the morning leh ... where to BUY ... LOLX .. so ?? use hand ?? No lar ... i use those use-and-throw type .. always go overseas hotel "kope" de ...those type ....

then my sister ask me send her to Suntec to repair Phone ... was quite reluctant lar ... there like "SHUT dw" becoz of IMF ... go there CFm reroute until i dunno where to park ... also ... dunno SUNTEC still allow public entrance or not ...
so i drop her at the gate .. and drove off find sth to eat ... =X

there after she meeting her fren mah ... basket ... i like really become chaffeur .. Hack lar ... i got the passion for driving .. =X ...

Reach home nth to do ... read news ... then listen song ... =X boring leh ... wanna cheong my FYP de ... but im stuck ... so ... haiz ... shit it lar
zzz

2006-09-10T12:05:00.000+08:00

I'm a Ferrari 360 Modena!

You've got it all. Power, passion, precision, and style. You're sensuous, exotic, and temperamental. Sure, you're expensive and high-maintenance, but you're worth it.

"Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

2006-09-10T08:22:00.000+08:00

Saturday 9/9 :
cheez .... LOLx been waking up at 7+ for the past week ... damn ... good or bad ??
so pick up my keys ... i go buy breakfast for family ... but they havnt wake up leh ... so i spin to punggol park ... have 1.5 rounds .... my left ankle like abit soar leh ... whahahaz
the day goes on quite tiring lar ... i was reading the PHP & mySQL book damn boring lor ...LOLx thx to dear dumbo for lending me the card ... !! Xd

Friday 8/9:
heex ... so blessed to have the companion of veeBoo .... coz i was in search of php & mySql for dummies at "kino-ku-ku-ya" in bugis... wahhaha ... for tht day im really a DUMMY ... walk up stairs can misfooting ... diao !!! .... *shy*

end up walking out frm bugis empty handed ... then erm ... Vee ask for bras brasah complex bcoz she looking for her mouthpiece (which was around the corner fo the National library) ... LOLx ... so i agree to bring her there since we are nearby ... LOLx ....

okie being a noob on road.... check rd directory ... wahhaa nv know its juz infornt of me ... paisae ... so went there ... wahhaaz ... vee also had the say back luck ... it wasnt in stock .... =X
so back in my car ... LOLx on radio only play "bad day" by daniel ... zzzZZZ " we had a bad day ... "

LOLx ... so i drove dear Dumbo to SP ... wahhaha along the way she fell aslp ... i dint noe ... wahhaz so i drive very "gentle" ... wahahahz ... see my driving skill is steady de hor !!! ... also ... my parking skill also steady de ... =X .... okie lar ... parallel abit weak ... coz i nv train b4 ... wahhahahz ... wanna catch me as parking idiot ... hmmm ??? 30 yrs later ... LOLx ....

but erm ivy ... tht pict is juz for FUN dun publish leh ... =X ... wahhahaz .... your ICE - Cream muz wait until Annuity Due ... for now PMT can only be Mac Sunday ... =X

2006-09-03T19:32:00.000+08:00

Saturday 9/2:
heee .. went BBQ ytd night ... its an invitation frm my fren's fren ... LOLx(complicated) sia ..
The host power ... LOLx had alot alot of food !!! LOLX ... then got one of the fren .. LOLX see bikini girl then BBQ for them ... DIAO !!! wah lau erh ... LOLX

as usual ... GUYS usually tok abt cars, money , birds and the bees ... LOLX....
had fun dude ... sorry ... me spoiler ... i couldnt take drinks ... i driving lar.... LOLX ...

Friday 9/1:
went comex show ... LOLX in search for my hard disc and DVD-R+/- Discs ... wahhaaz ... basket 3 halls .. and all displaying similar product ...
so i come across a navigational system ... my fren ask me go BUY so i can bring them to the NORTH cheong ...ZZZ ...
alot of frens spotted me ... =X ... wahahhaz sorry i cant help u all to buy arh ... i nt richie rich !! .... hahaz ... then noe ivy working inside as well ... still i couldnt spot her leh ... too bad lor ... BUT my fren spot a very GD looking girl ... wahhahaz .. so we all end up go disturb tht booth =X ... heex ....
Sad lar ... i go home empty Handed ... RAH .. NVM i go SIMLIM sweep my goods !!!

2006-08-29T08:50:00.000+08:00

the video me and my fren took ... wahahhaz ...

2006-08-28T01:23:00.000+08:00

Sunday 27/8:

wahahahz... damn ... me and frens got crazy ... NOW changi become our place of interest ... LOLx i follow my frens go meet up with his bike frens ... so altogether we got 5 cars ... YES ... finally a CONVOY !!! ... wahahaz ... although i dunno them ... but hahaz ... fun fun mah !! =X ...

LOLX on the way back ... weee ... my "ambition" came true ..... LOLX 5 car Hog the whole lane ... LOLX ... i took a picture ... aint so clear lar .. LOLx coz i was taking the pict + balancing my control .... wahhahaz ....
yeappie ... u can try this at home ... BUt plz dun nt try it in congested roads ... LOLX =X ...

2006-08-26T06:12:00.000+08:00

Friday 25/8:

drove out to a spin wif fren ... went tahan merah beach ... the sight was amazing lar ... LOLX so we left the beach ... stop at a traffic junction ... Juz then a Plane Lift off over our heads ... LOLX i shouted WHOOOO hOOOOO !!!! ... LOLx ....

so there we were again ... we park at the runway gate there enjoy take off... and talk abt some (gan xing) stuff lar ... abt frens ... i cant help but to go see aeroplanes whenever im down lar ... =X ... heex at least i found sth to relieve my sorrows ... nt by drinkings ??? LOLX this makes me remember wat Liying said ytd .. LOLx BUT i nv copy frm drama .... neither do i shout at the gate ... so PAISAE ...

had some video ... due to be edited by me ... wahhaa i will do out 2 version .. 1 is original ... 1 is edited version ... to be uploaded in youtube ... =X ....

back home at void deck as usual was expecting a parking lot ... but Fuk ... i got a beatutiful lot bad... had some difficulties going in becoz of some in considerate IDOITS .... (shown in pictures below)

best lor ... idoits lidat park ... i cant even negotiate the turn ... as illustrated on the right .... zzzz i cant even go in frm the left or on the right lor .... thx to the idoits .... Van and MPV .... actually i tried the right ... coz got possibility ... but i scare the front will "kiss" the bumber .. and my back will hit the "b" car .... diao ... i re-do this stunt abt 3 times lor ... zzzz all failed ....
to prevent my car frm being scratch ... i park 2 blks away ...FUK FUK FUK ... and i was so tired lor ....

i cant be bother to Mask up the car number plate ... zzzzzz
i want them to BE SHAME !!! ... i wont hesitate to scratch your car .... if i happen to see u again ...

Thursday 24/8 :

yeappie ... Class BBQ ... LOLx ... wahhaha think abt it ... filled my mind wif satays and Chicken wings ... so the starting time was 6pm bah ... bored at home, i drove dw to ec.Park early enjoy sea breeze alone lor ... =X
the day went by ... so the clz sort of "bond" bah ... wahhahaz ...

abt 1+ am ... drove ivy, BY, SY, KOK, Wendy and Liying to changi V ... LOLx ... so another 3 members actually tasted how dangerous my driving is ... Im sorry lar ... hahaz IVY got used to it... so some1 suggest me to buy 4-d .... u think will strike ??? ...

So we got dw changi V there to See "transexual" ... eeeeppp ... didnt really catch a glimse lar ... they like QUITE HOT ... LOLX ...
then later drop by the runway wanna catch some Bird(planes) taking off ... Sianz lar ... dun have any plane Q'ing leh ....

end up going back ECP ... sit dw and chat lor... wahhaaz ... dear Dumbo fallen to Slp ... weakLing ....

Morning break ... had Mac breakfast ... LOLx I managed to Secure MY first Parallel Parking experience .. !! ^^V ....
then send dumbo home ... i was on my verge of SlPING ... had 2 close calls ... 1 is almst toook a wrong turn at a wrong lane .... the next is i see 1 taxi cut into my lane aruptly .. so i Horn him ... the UNCLe like bu shuang me ... stare at me .. at the junction ... so i stare back ....
(i've always said i hate taxi drivers ... fight for passengers for wat ???)

wat have i learnt ?? by law --> drink are not suppose to drive ... LOLX i've learnt ... slpyheads also have difficulty driving ... =X ...

2006-08-23T01:37:00.000+08:00

Tuesday 22/8 :

weeee Exam Over ... !!! ... lalallala ... sat for Fm paper today ... didnt really study much lar ... coz hate acct terms and then erm the theory is driving me BONKERS ....
conclusion: Nth is RISKless =P
Didnt really had a wink b4 i sit for the paper ... coz busy doing those Tutorials ... overall the paper is trickY (... bloody hell setter ... ) ... then quite surpise to see foriegn question lar ... end up leaving the room 15min early .... becoz damn stress inside.... gave up hope....
End up slping in my car ... LOLX then 20 mins later ... Dia, BY ans Sy ... send me a
card ... LOLX .... damn ... I love them man .. LOLX thx "Sch frens .... "

Monday 21/8 :

yeah .... My 19 yr old bday ... but Basket ... have to STUDY FM ... diao ... THX alot .. !!!

wahahaz ...the day was quite touching lar ... seeing so many ppl send me wishes ...
tht the good thing for having lots of frens ...
Mom and SISter bought me a Cake and ask me to Cut at the 11th Hour .. LOLx
And erm ... THX arh my dear dumbo V'BOOO sang me a song online ... and the wen Lan song ... LOLx ....

Sunday 20/8 :

went study in the morning ... flip newspaper ... found out that there is this blog call parking idoits ... LOLX damn lame lar ... was hopping i wasnt caught inside ... =X ...whoever the creater was u rock man....

then late evening ... grab the car went driving with Ahming ... LOLx ... sry arh ... my old habit come out again ... change lane like mad ... but AhMing ... ur skill can follow me can liao lar ... then ... we went Marina South go take Pict... LOLX ... we quite boring nth to do .... During journey ... had alot of incident ... LOLx .... AHming follow wrong car .... then i go the wrong way ... but End of the day ... still reach our dest can liao ... hahaz ... so here we go ... took alot of PICTs ... yeah !!! ....
bUt sad lar ... Ahming CB86 gonna scrap ... erh ... nvm friday we cheong okie. ... !!

me and ahMing

Me !!!

2006-05-17T05:02:00.000+08:00

wahahah ... back ... Miss me ???

after such a long time ... hrmpt .. !!
hahaz ... couldnt slp lar ... or rather ... juz woke up ... so came online research for some inspiration for my Final Year project ... (ie web design) ...

i have to design a real application website for a client of mine ... now super headache lar... crap ... got all kinds of proposal need to do ...
Anyway ... JUz bring it.... wahhaha ... i got an elite team to assist me .. !!

Then someMore kenna Bombar-ded by Final Sem Buiz Elective ... (compulsory) ... NBCB Sp ... cant we relax for the final Sem to cheong the Project ... FUK U man ... __ ....

then Juz another 2 more mth ... i think i can drive Out on the road le ^^V .... but condition is i muz be very slow .. and i muz pump in 50 dollars of pertol every MONTH ....
zZzzzZ ... now try very hard to accustom to the parking wif "my car" .... its very different lar .... in sch i see POLE ... real life ... i SEE nth ... (she me dou mei you) ... CMI zzzz

okie lar ... jiu chi ting bi ... Until the next time ... heex

2005-12-17T19:33:00.000+08:00

My First Time .....

LOLx ... today meGa crap ... hmmm today its the first Time i have my driving lesson .... Fuk sia ... i super Nervous .... i keep thinking abt my lesson ... at 4.40pm ....
then the night b4 ... had a absurb dream ... i dreamt i overslept for my lesson .... wake Up .... wah 4:40 am .... TMD ... where got so "qiao" ... very "xie men"

hmmm .... i almost got late .... coz had some delay ... then i took cab down ....hahaz .... darn heartpain ....but suah lar .... reach there ... had problem finding my car number ....
LOLX ... but still found my car in the nick of the time ... so got in the car ... chat wif the instructor b4 driving off to another location ... the instrusctor ... he very nice person .... make my nerve calm sia ... =P ... he rock ....
For the next 20 mins ... he tok crap( the controls, all these) wif me .....

then finally ... i exchange seat wif him ... im in the driver seat ... whahaa ... i had the steering wheel infront of me .... OMG ... i can feel the hype at tht time ... but b4 i move off ... i have to adjuzt my seating posture ... But then ... i still dunno how to adjust ...
LOLx basically juz seat up right ... can see the front can le ...

then i start to move the car front and back ..... wif half clutch ... didnt stall the car ... but then when comes to moving car wif gas pedal (accelerator) ... tmd ... stall alot of times lor .... becoz i release the clutch too early ... i was darn nervous lar.... coz when nervous ... u tend to forget ... =X ...

then after 30 min on playing the clucth ... he ask me to drive circle ... juz then ... rain heavily .... wah lew ... couldnt see a shit .... so i turn into the circuit .... wahaha ... at tht turning moment .... i juz turn by feeling ... like im playing games ... LOLx ... fuk sia .... very different lor ....

while driving ... i was like not very comfortable .... i think is my siting position ... i not comfortable wif the seat ....

i went in circles .... at first my turning is okie .... later get worst .... i also dunno why .... LOLx .... maybe i didnt really get use to it .... hahaz ... first time driving i was keeping within a Lane ... normally i play game ... FUK care Liao .... see car bang =X ....

hhaaz .... i had to estimate and feel the turning movement lar ... LOLx ....
after a NUMBERS of round ... i switch lane .... to a inner lane ... hahaz ... then i forget see mirror ... kanna scold ... but after some time i remember to see mirror le ....

then had to negociate a bend in a inner lane ... means a tighter corning ... hhaa .... i turn the wheel really fast lar .... first time i go thru the corner wif the gear ... 2nd time ... i brake b4 i turn .... then i mount kerb ... LOLX he say my turning too early ... subsequently i turn quite smoothly ....

the sux-y thing is a car infornt damn slow .... cand i cannot overtake =( ..... then he stop suddenly ... then i tot he moving ... end up ... i step on the brake to hard .... forget press clutch ... stall the call .... had a couple of stall .... all becoz of the same mistake ... coz i release the clutch too early ....

my main fear .... moving off at first gear .... TMD .... always stall coz i cannot time the release properly .... come to think abt it .... i think automatic car like easiler lor ... =X

really a good experience ... =X

2005-11-16T17:58:00.000+08:00

Great disappointment .... ~~

hahaz ... i find sth irony man .... i always say the greater u pinned ur hope on sth ... the greater the disappointment u will get back .... hmmm i think this Phrase has juz happened on my sholders ....

by now all cloze fren shld noe im having a liking for a girl ... hmmm ... yeash ... i admit i was abit slow lar .... but i reckon muz takes things slowly ... get to noe her as a fren first ... then erm ... slowly get to tok to her on MSN ... then SMS her bah ...
Hahahaz ... chat on some abstract topics .... then im always out there doing sth to make her laugh .... even doing the lamest thing ... =X ....
then also out there around her ... trying to help her out ... regardless of anything ....
Since im not good wif words ... i have been doing lots of "actions" to make her notice me bah ....

for weeks ... i have drops hints here and there ... and i really even wanna pop the question in a indirect way .... like "how do u think of me ??? " , "shall we go out shopping or movie ... since we're bored at home" .... of coz in the previous posts i think i've wrote i had done sth really foolish ... coz i could actually say its HeR

then recently ... saw her hanging out wif a guy .... its was futher cfm by my fren tht they went out quite often .... hmmmm at the spur moment .... i really tot of giving up wat im doing .... but anyway its of no use bah .... coz she is like heaven .... too high to be reached ....

well so tht's more or less abt it ... i dun feel like toking much on it ... coz i think im lacking courage !!! Anyway .... regradless if she attached or not attach .... i've got wat i wanted ... make fren wif her, got to be close to her ONCE and erm ... make her smile ....

Morale of story .... : GuyZ ... if u have a crush ... be nice ... pop the question asap ... LOLx ... chiong ....

HAHA ... enuff of sad story .... Great NEWS for the first time on my BLOG .... LOLX i've created History .... 1st attempt on basic theory .... PASSED .... i spell it again .... I passed ..... despite of not studying for it .... and Im even late for the test for abt 20 mins .... lucky still can take .... the invigilator quite Nice ... !!!! .... so 1 down .... 2 to go .... PDL and final TheorY ... !!! i could alrdy smell my driving Licience .... ITs waving AT me ... LOLx ....

hmmm enuff for a long posts .... till next time !!! ....
CHEERS =P

2005-10-02T12:40:00.000+08:00

hmmm think wanna closed down the blog le .... haiz .... juz found out tht my dad's health has not been tht good ... im like at my wits ends .... dunno wat to do lor .... then have alots of tots .... and worries ....

think frm today .... i wont be tht easi to be happy bah .... when anyway .... i would like to be more optimistic bah

.... signing oFF ....

2005-09-27T06:48:00.000+08:00

Wahahahaz ... LOLx .... back with my blogs .... yawnz ....

hmmmm .... been busy wif assignments, presentation .... then juz finish my exam ....
think both my econ and acct not going to score le lar ....
then after exam .... saw HER .... LOlx .... then tok to Kh ... say i wanna catch my "train" le .... hahaz .... end up tot shoot by KH ...."catch train or go catch girls" .... -.-"" .... embarrassing sia ... at tht moment....

i didnt had any slp last night .... been over the phone wif some frens ... who's having some problem .... makes me tot of my own problems as well .... then tht's why didnt slp bah ....
hahaz ... coz i think i have alot of "barriers" .....

then played some games .... as well as .... editing some pictures ... LOLx .... seems quite fun .... but havnt get the "trick" of using photoshop ... coz im still a noob ....

offically declared holiday lor .... but seems like alot of things to study for the next semester ... particularly Statistics ....
need to plan how to spent my holidays le .... hahaz .... maybe go take up basic driving test (TP TEST) .... hehex .... hopefully can drive to school soon ....

2005-08-14T00:33:00.000+08:00

thurs .... hhaaz .... got to "jack" chris ... wahhaa .... really embarrased him ..... infront of somebody .... LOLx ..... hahaz ..... hmmmm at the same time ... i was jacking Kh as well ..... aiyah .... their clz de relationship ... very complex ....

on the train .... i was struggling whether wanna have a haircut or not .... so i alight at hougang station instead of my usual stop .... kovan . then i see this hair saloon like quite "power" .... so went inside ..... little do i noe .... i will regret of stepping in ..... zzzz the hairstylist was like the most "unprofessional" type i ever seen .....

as usual lar ... will wash ur hair b4 cut ..... but then he nv really dry my hair b4 he cut .... he cut it when my hair is still abit wet .... zzzZZ .... then the hair cut session like so fast ..... seems like nv cut lidat .... i was so surprised lor .... i go, " HUH .... finish le arh ... so fast??" LOLX ....

then he gel up my hair .... wah liew .... i look so weird .... zzzz 25 dollars ... man ....
kao .... wat the hell happen to my hair ...
the next day .... i was like dun dare go sch .... but i went for iDA instead .... coz quite impt lar .... so i didnt gel my hair .... coz it will look worst if i gel ....
zzzz sianz ....
hiaz ... wondering when will i recover from my cough ...

2005-08-06T00:06:00.000+08:00

wahz ..... got combo frm virus ....
i got dw wif ... flu + fever + block nose + soar throat + cough ....
zzzz LOLx .... too 1 day off on tuesday ... hahaz ....
then i think claudia got her flu frm me also .... i feel very bad lar .... =(

wk 10 had been a busy week lar ..... rushing wif projects .... + common test coming up .... so struggle frantically for notes to copy .... hahaz .... hmmm juz reliease today i mislead my grp members in the making of the video .... the clip has to be 1 min ..... (msg frm the blackboard) .... i was unaware of it until today .... so ... lucky thing we have 1 wk to squeeze out the clip bah ....

i found myself to be quite demanding ... i've set a goal which is to get A for mmwd/ida project bah .... LOLx .... as a result i got a little gan jiong for this proj ....
we came out wif a template for home pg and intro pg .... was quite satisfied when the output was first previewed .... but i felt there are still sth missing .... sth to capture the attention and to create the impact .... ZZZzzzZZZ

2005-07-25T17:25:00.000+08:00

HAHA .... bought a DvD-rw .... ytd ..... had to Q up for it though ..... all thx to my boss .... to intro me this lobang .... its a very good deal lar .... hahaz .... currently left 1 more thing on my shopping list .... tht is a 17 inch LcD monitor .... zzz have to scrape and save for .... it .... haiz ....

well ... abit boring today .... so i install my DVD-rw ... LOLX .... abit lame lar .... took photo of the procedures ....

-> thts the final look for my sony cd-rom ... b4 i retire it and replace it wif the new LG - dvd rw ... hehex

-> open up my comp unit .... zzz basket so dusty .... have to wipe off the dust .... haiz .... inside also very messy ....

-> ... weeee finish wiping off the dust .... time to fix in the DVD-drive .... kekex .... had a hard time plucking in the wires to the DVD-drive .... i not tht agile enough ..... zzzz

-> da da da da ..... Mission accomplished .... hheex .... got to on my comp for a test drive .... zzzz hope nth goes wrong wif it *finger crossed*

2005-07-23T02:25:00.000+08:00

LOLx .... yepppie .... finally finish CA1 le ....
got back ACCt and econs.... still okie lar .... coz to B standard ....
but then think i will fail IDA + stats + MMWD ....
*keeping my finger crossed*

haha recently keep jacKing Tau Pok and KH on the equation y(T + S) = KH + RS ... LOLX ... hmmm anyway .... this is not suppose to be true ... or was it true ... i dunnoe .... ask thme urself .... Its between the BoSSes .... erh ... Beng chung or Hui meing if reading This Blog ... go add bossguild@walla.com in ur friendster .... ^^, ur invited to the Guild ... LOLx ....

hmmm .... one week vaction seems like nothing .... coz have to struggle for projects lor ....zzz so sianz .... still need to evaluate report thingy zzzz .. basket lar ....

hmmmm ... i wanna buy some 3/4 pants or shorts .... LOLx ... then if possible ... i want to get my hair cut .... too hot sia .... LOLx ....
Sianz lar ... i waiting for my pay to come .... i wanna buy a lCD screen ... my monitor 10yrs liao ... gonna C.M.I soon

2005-06-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

i started to push myself to the edge .... feel the pressure to perform ..... hmmmm ....
i think i can give up any tots abt whom im thinking .... time to forget ......

this song actually sort of describe the confused thinking in my head ?? .... im lost .... i do wanna finish wat i started .... but guess have to put it a stop ....

2005-06-27T07:22:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm .... dunn really noe wat to write ???? ..... test is coming up ... but can feel the hype to score A for both acct and econs .... however .... LOLx .... this week abit attitude problem .... suddenly mood swing .... end up pon or late for lesson again ....

goals until this weeks still not yet achieve .... some of the tutorials im still not doing .... example .... stats ... haha .... ipon 3 lectures .... realy dunnoe wat to do .... ZZZzzzZZ
im placing alot of loads on myself becoz i really wanna break myself apart .....
but im getting tired each day .....
furthermore .... i quit my job b4 week 2 .... to dirvert most of my time to studies .....

hmmmm ..... last week was a breakthrough .... i spoke to her .... FINALLY ..... is not thru the msn nor sms .... but on the phone(2 min only) and face to face ..... felt good though .... it really does ..... help her troubleshoot her programme ....but den another person was doing the same thing ... but at least i spotted the mistake first .... hehex ^^ ...

somewat i feel i shldn't really persist on, .... im giving up .... hahaz .... dunno why ....
guess its of no pt ....

2005-06-09T16:27:00.000+08:00

BreAkinG Boundaries ....

Im on a Retreat Mode ....

The fear had pulled me
back ....

I juz wanna StudY ....

Finding some special things ....

2005-06-06T00:16:00.000+08:00

going to the second week of yr 2 ..... haha .... adjusting myself to the new environment ... hmmmm i kinda of miss the clz ..... though i know abit of familar faces ... like camille ,
rebecca , siying , clara .... haha ... etc .... hmmmm still trying hard to break ice wif them.

hmmmm .. lucky got bing yu and claudia wif me ...

1 wks .... rather lame ..... hmmmm pinned my heart down tht i have to cheong for this yr .... hahah .... aiming for GPA 4 ....

2005-05-24T22:04:00.000+08:00

i broke down and cried today .... since the last incident when i was 10 , when i lost my way in Ngee ang city 8 yrs ago ..... i had not cry tht bitterly so far in 8 yrs because of "fear" ....

today suppose to be a normal day for me , for my family ..... my dad took leave frm the office for the day ..... despite of some problems wif his company .....

we had a wonderful lunch and went paragon to shop till 4+ pm ..... dad decided to go to alexendar road to grab sth ..... so we left orchard ....

i noe my dad is working overseas .... ALONE .... i mean he's the sole bread winner of this family and i admit i sometimes took granted abt this matter ....
Along the way , my mum ask my dad when is he leaving for China again ??? then then started to argue ..... i was sitting beside my dad in the car .... the arguement became louder ..... i overheard of the contents of the arguement .... i was scared .... my heart was wretched and shatted at tht instance .... i dun noe wat to do .... but to stay quiet .... i hold my tears till i got home .... then i sat at a corner beside my bed in my room .... i was crying .... but there wasnt any tears .... but i knew im crying .....

during the arguement ... it really woke me up .... it shook me up and made me to stand firming into 1 decision i made earlier ...after receiving Sem 2 results .... i dun wana fail my dad .... i dun want to see him so stressful .....

his birthday is toward the end of this mth and im nt even sure when is his coming back to singapore for his birthday ....
i dun intend to have dinner tonight ... i dun intend to eat anything for tml .... im locked inside my room ... coz im really tht scare to hear them fight again .....

2005-05-22T23:19:00.000+08:00

didnt had a wink last night .... stay up a night to surf hardwarezone for an LCD screen ..... till 7 am .... then i fell alslp ....

then 11 am my dad wake me up ... ask me accompany him go shopping .... then i agree lor .... since he's always at overseas .... working ....
then we went to kallang .... ate sultan prawn mee .... haha .... but then i dun eat prawns so i have pork ribs mee instead .... hmmm quite nice lor ....muz try A . A

then went to starhub centre look for new phone for my mother .... haha .... my mum dunnoe which model to pick so dad bought her N7270 .... then at tht instance ... since daddy is out ... hahah ask him buy a phone for me .... then i change my plan to a all day free incoming as well as buying a new phone ... haha ....

after tht went CKtang to shop .... wahaha .... i went try out some shoes .... wahkao .... got a chio bu serve me ... LOLX .... today is my day man ... LOLX .... my dad funny lor .... cos we wearing "flip flop" .... the shoes boutique got a policy mus wear sock to try their shoes ... haha .... wah biang gave my dad a pair of wet socks .... er xin lor ... and its being used by so many ppl .... so he desperate ... ask the sales person to buy us new pair of sock .... my dad pay ... LOLX buah tahan him .... >.<

then i walk to Far east to shop .... cos CK tang ... not my style lar .... then my parents stayed there lor .... hahah ....

haha .... got back home very shack .... then KO on the bed .... Sianz forget to charge phone .... wah lau ....

then when i wake up .... intend to skip dinner .... then my sis very scarstic ... suan me on diet arh ... no pt lar ... skip this skip tht .... T.T ....
then she ask me to use my comp for 3 wks .... right in front of my dad .... I "L-L" have to give in lor .... wah sianz diao liao lar ... 1 wk to sch reopen .... NO comp to use .... No work to work ..... wah think everyday slp liao lar ..... SUX lar ....

2005-05-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

hmmmm another 12 days to sch reopen .... haha ... im bored to death ....
then actually got 300 dollars in my "ferrari cash box " now only left to 50 dollars (excluding my pay which is 250 dollars) after 5 wks ??? 2 wks to go ..... ARGHHHHH .....

facing problems .... cos i got alot of thing to buy but dun which to spurge my money tht easily leh ..... >.< .... caught in between .... arhhhhGGGG .... haha ....

today ... wake up very early .... sianz .... dw songs .... around 10 am alot of ppl complain abt the GEMS thingy .... but my appt is at 1pm .... then around 12 bah .... receive sms say tht the GEMS registering is postpone to 3pm .... so went out to buy somethings ..... bt couldnt make it back home in time at 3 .... so call fren to help me register .... for finiancial planning .... basket .... he say got alot of error ... got back home 4 pm ..... the whole F.planning cos is close .... i curse and swear .... on the F*** up GEMS webby ... sianz 1/2 .... go astronomy .... heard frm ciwei have to buy the book .....
aiyah screw the book lar ..... it only say "student are encourge to buy the bk esitmate to cost around $30+" ..... I wont buy the book lor .... PERIOD ....encourage wat ...

then fren call .... keep bombarding me on her relationship wif her jerk .... i very sianz of tht lor .... wah kao .... want .... stay on .... dun want .... hurry the heck up and break lar .... wats there to drag ??? after all he treat her so badly ???

~= LONELY .. I AM SO LONELY ... I goT NoBody .... =~

2005-05-18T04:55:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm result out le bah .... can say quite okie ???

went to ebm instead .... of ebt ..... haha destinied frm the one above to send me to ebm ..... b4 i got the ranking option .... i was mentally prepared to go ebt .... i sat dw to think over for my future .... and tot tht ebt is nt bad after all ....
but since im over to the ebm .... then alright lor .... though i abit shock lar .... coz "xin li xiang hao yao go ebt liao" then i will abit handicapp in M .... coz i weak in english . aniwae .... im still being slot to a diff clz ....

hmmmm its a good matter .... coz no need to see nato ??? bad .... got separated frm frens ..... heard can opt out of the clz b4 the terms ends .... haha .... see bah .... if wanna opt out or stay inside ....

hmmmm recently feel like being alone ..... so went out alone to eat, cheong watch movie , etc .... LOLX ..... actually felt abit stupid to watch movie alone .... LOLX .... espically when i ask for 1 tick-s the ticket seller wil have a funny expression ???

aiyah .... also dunnoe wat to blog ... =/ hmmmmm sad DDD

2005-05-02T19:13:00.000+08:00

26 - 28 april .... was in chalet .... well ... quite fun .... appriciate the things and hardwork tht are done by the organiser ... (Org is diff frm coordinator) .....

first day:
arrive ... erm quite nth to do bah .... watch the mahjong ppl play their tiles lor ...
joke wif them abit lar .... but i didnt really care if they noe how to take the joke ....
maybe *sensitive* bah oh well ....
play Ps initial D ... LOLx .... then switch to tennis ... then very sianz ... really nth to do .. also dunnoe wat Mahjong and the terms ... so ... dunnoe wat to do ...
then miele and yu pong ask me for shearings .... LOLX i go duhz ... dunnoe wat game they playing ... say girls game i cant join in .... >< sad leh .....
Few moments later .... accompany miele go meet Kh and his fren Wei Nian ... LOLX Wn quite funny .... went to get bbq food ... then we went to changi village ... grab some bites ... LOLX ... i drag fadli along coz he sianz ... then we sat at the back of the pickup ...

2nD Day ...
haiz ... woke up ... saw elieen's arrival ... hmmm they webt breakfast wif fadli and elieen bah .... .... elieen reckon i very sianz in chalet .... then i suggested to go P.ubin ... haha ...
then heard Kh cancel the Kbox session ... so i have to put my plan on hold .... to see wat Kh wanna do .... but there was no futher words frm him ... so i proceed lor ....
then went back to around 7+ bah .... help out in the preparation in bbq .... but i think the more i help ... makes more trouble for KH ... so i went to take shower first ... very sticky .. LOLX ....
hmmm 8+ ... help to set uo the fire .... LOLX Desmond FCO .... Kh name him ... fire cheif Officer or sth .... cock leh ... ... then start cooking food bah .... LOLX .... hmmm didnt eat much ... then went back to chalet to watch tv LOLX .....
Hmmmm .... thinking of how to survive the second Night ... LOLX ... then went out wif wei nian, fadli and elieen .... grab sth lor ....

Haha ... Lost track of time .... hmmmm 30th of april is when arh ??? friday LOLX ....
hmmm went out wif kH bah ... LOLX .... go suntec jus to eat KFC .... then tio suan by him and wei Nian ... gao gao >< .... basket .... gai wo ji zhu ....

then erm i went down to collect pay cheque .... at the gateway ... while KH and "ROBERT" LOLX .... went to aranda ... to do some admin work ... *sigh*

then slack thru the wkend .... coz no work
LOLX ... sianz

then today ... really very bored ... spent the whole day designing this blog skin lor .... hope its still alright ... LOLX

2005-04-21T00:30:00.000+08:00

SUX SUX SUX SUX lar .....

i wanna fug myself upside down .... shoot myself to death .... hang myself on the tree ..... bang my freaking head on the wall ....

tmd i feel so demoralized in today's work .... actually me and kh was suppose to promote beauty stuff in a roadshow .... KH later withdraw ... due to unforeseen reason ...
he was smart to do tht .... i was blinded by the money .... coz i need a great deal of cash lor .... so i sold my fug freedom and work ...

i lose complete interest lor ... this job not very suitable for me ... although still the promotor .... cheee beh .... i wanna withdraw also ... then call the in charge say i nt interested .... he say ... juz bear wif it ... wah lau .... 10 hours a day .... left 4 days .... how to tahan .... then very sianz lor ... still got some more ppl above me .... who's more familar wif the product ... then muz challenge them ....

sux lar ... hack care liao ... i lose my interest .... i do my best .... if can do sales i do .... if i see the store ppl slack i also slack ....

2005-04-18T22:24:00.000+08:00

haha .... weeee ... work 24 hours at courts .... first time do promoting @ superstore .... scare i not up to standards .... haha ....

actually make a few couple of mistake this wkend lor ... got alot of info .... i didnt really feed to customer .... then there are some sets w/o gurantee card inside ... i tot have .... but still close the deal like no body business .... call kh for info ... he say customer can come back take guranntee card ... or juz use receipt can liao .... hopefully no compliant yet LOLX ....

pretty happy lar .... coz manage to push off some old models requested by the courts staff ... the supervisor lar ... LOLX .... make a few frens there lor .... but the first wkend work dere i dun dare slack .... coz will leave bad impression .... think if i continue at there i will slack ....

haha .... receive call frm the company ... feedback frm the sales rep ... the courts ppl are happy wif my work .... i think for the moment .... wait till they receive complain ... their view will be diff lar ....

but my pt of view ... in the world of sales ... there wont be such thing as to no complain and mistake .... juz tht i learnt my mistake lor .... becareful next time .... take the lesson and grow lor ....

haha ... i think i work another 2 wks can get zen liao .... basket actually can buy liao .... my mum owe me 300+ .... havnt pay me .... sianz ...

then today went stroll around with kh bah .... honestly i see for my self how fortunate i am compare to my boss lar .... his really struggling and very independent lor ... i felt myself as a failure ... but i am who i am lar .... i see wat i can do and learn lor .... this are little thing i need to noe to succeed ... im not tht young =/ ... ppl in age of 18 are alrdy earning big buckz .... be thier on boss .... tht wat i aspire to do ....

2005-04-15T08:04:00.000+08:00

WEEEE holiday le ....

hmmm slept early ytd ... also dunnoe why ... maybe too tired bah ....
ytd after exam .... when play billard with sin Y , hui mieng, Augestine, Beng.C and Chris .... tau POk join in at a later time .... haha play wif bc very fun .... LOLX alot of jokes lar .... BEST PLAYER ??? SIN YEN lar .... LOLX

got back home 7pm .... then comp tio virus FRm JIAEN .... wah lau .... tmd ... i super sad lor .... i worry coz i got alot of wonderful mp3 .... dunno when to back up frm ... and of coz my Initial D anime ... total + movie and mtv think around 20 gb of datas lor .... wah lau .... approach alot of fren ... but first SOS come to my mind is my boss lor .... KH's expertise in Comp is not for fake ... LOLx ....

hmmm scare she come online then i spread virus to her ...

wake up early at 5am bah .... immediately jumped up tot got another exam paper ... LOLX haha .... siao liao .... too tensed .... haha then i tot since no body awake so i go play ps2 - GT4 in living room .... coz my room tv spoil .... (im not allowed to play PS in my living room)

haha after tht heard some noise ... sounds like mum has woke up ... then cheong back to room check on my comp lor .... see got and defects .... though seems nth happen ...
i abit scare lor

sianz lar ... holiday online comp tio virus .... how lucky ....

2005-04-10T19:14:00.000+08:00

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2005-04-08T18:40:00.000+08:00

Wah ... exam stress .... lolx ....

Mob juz pass then 20% of stress relieve ... LOLX ... mob abit tough bah ... tricky .... hmmm hope to score B ....

wed went to sch study DBMS wif HM,Kh,Kx .... LOLX .... stormy weather ... LOLX .... then sudden blackout in Sch of Business.... LOLX .... first time to meet such situation ... we still joke the main control is at T1 .... LOLX .... heard ppl trap inside lift ... then abit paranoid .... about taking lift tht day .... wahhaha

DBMS paper super tough .... sianz 1/2 .... hahha even elieen also say hard .... hope dun fail can le ....

finally got my hands on FIR new album .... waited very long lor .... even during midst of the DBMS paper .... my mind is thinking abt the album ... ....

2005-03-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

竹林的燈火　
到過的沙漠
七色的國度　
不斷飄逸風中
有一種神秘　
灰色的漩渦
將我捲入了　
迷霧中看不清的雙手　
一朵花傳來　
誰經過的溫柔

穿越千年的傷痛　
只為求一個結果
你留下的輪廓指引我　
黑夜中不寂寞
穿越千年的哀愁　
是你在盡頭等我
最美麗的感動　會值得　
用一生守候

= F I R =

got touch by this song .... FIR rocKzz .... pwn the Chinese POP music world

2005-03-25T00:02:00.000+08:00

wahhahaha ... good friday ....

LOLx can eat easter egg ... LOLX .... hmmm if im not wrong Gd friday is sth to comarade the death and the rise of jesus bah ... LOLX i roughly remember ... =x

haha i very shoik today .... the night b4(wedensday) cheong java lor ... then nv slp .... very shack .... haha .... almost wanna pon sch .... (thursday) .... then thinking got sth important to do so i slept at 7am .... woke up at 10 am ... LOLX overslpt ....

pon dbms .... but i rushed to school to give proj to jess ... and also for sth else ...
haha .... hopefully she dunnoe my blog lar hor ....

erh ... i chat wif her on msn .... started wif a very lame pickup line .... then i noe she looking for a album .. so i initiate to help d.l the songs for her lor ....
originally wanna telll her b4 she went of the comp lab tht my fren tok the file to burn twins song ... then ask if she going to math .... but i lacked of courage at tht moment .... so i sianz wif myself .... haha .... then at math lesson .... b4 it ends i call out her name and pass it to her lor =/ .... haha it was a success .... i very happy .... and paisae ... then i see the reaction and smile on her face ... i so seh ... and i melt ... ><

then after math i go to a lab along wif tp, jy , yf and chris to touch up on my java ....
hmmm was sure on how to explain the search methods .... becoz its kh's code .... and i consult him for the search funtion problem ....

chris ask me wat to do .... i so noob ... i also dunnoe leh ... LOLX .... i juz briefy explain to him lor .... i think jerome beside me can explain better ....
yf and jy should noe why i stayed behind .... in the lab lar hor ... LOLX ... SHHHHH okie .... yf ... i buy u the sweets .... this time i serious.... canot say .... LOLX ...

then took bus home .... long journey .... very tired.... fell aslp .... wake up still at ang mo kio .... havnt reach hg ... LOLX .... sianz ...
now considering to take bus concession or mrt ....

- hope to talk to you face to face again -

2005-03-19T21:32:00.000+08:00

Haha .... hmmm sat blog friday's stuff ... lamo leh .... LOLx bo bian lar .... sue me bah LOLx ....

hmmm ytd ... friday .... LOLx ... was happy for a moment .... then thhe rest of the day quite sianz lor ...

Happy becoz .... haha the guys & gals u all noe keep it to urself ... dun blow my plan .... i have another plan coming this tuesday ... LOLx ...
basket .... the mob lecture ... i come in only u all laugh .... i so paisae lor .... listening to mp3 also can hear u all laugh ... espically bing yu -.-# ZZZzzz
aiyah .... i tot i got a chance liao ... but then it blew away when i see her walk towards the coner seat ... i sianz 1/2 .... inside like i was crying ... LOLX ( i not so weak lar )
Kh noe this matter ... ask me why dun sit on the floor( next to the corner seat got a stairs) .... so she can sayang me like a doggie .... wah lauz ....
i think ... every thing is fate lar. ... haha however how much i plan also come out nth lor... LOLX ..... the last tuesday i really regret lar .... but in the mist of lecture i dun dare change seat ... somemore is like everybody all settle dw liao .... haiya ... (squeezing meslf)

then the rest of the day ... after mob ... cheong java project lor. ... i try out the programme methods ... jessica do the GUI .... wahLauz .... actually managed to solved the problem lor .... i felt inferior and useless .... like im going to be a rider again .... i dun want this feeling lor ... >.< ... anyway ... i drive myself away frm tht thinking lar .... do my best lor .... after finishing the proj ... i take train to bedok buy games .... LOLX .... half of the journey accompanied by yupong .... haha i dun noe is she entertain me or i entertain her .... LOLx ... play a game wif her .... if i lose ... i have to give her sweet ... LOL .... then she ask me gu yi lose so she can eat the sweets ... LOLx ...

- tht's The Boss in Crush -
i juz cant bring myself to tell u How much u memerises me

2005-03-14T00:35:00.000+08:00

Haha the boss is back in blogging again ....

okie lar ... me bad .... not updating this blog for nearly a mth .... haha happen alot of things .... met alot of unhappinese .... lonely .... LOLx

hmmm finally cleared most of the projects lor .... then i have feedback control for meself ... LOLx .... low on confidences .... hmmmm can see frm MOB presentation bah .... haha .... by the way how was it .... HEHE .... i so proud to say i the director of the skit .... producer is fadli .... LOLx .... haha ... =x .... okie lar i be humble abit ....

dbms proj .... i flet guilty lor .... coz ... i skip too much lesson ... also dunnno anything of the project .... so i very guilty .... but i vouch for myself .... and my partner i well strive in Java project lor so dun have to worry for tht ... haha =x .... muz wait for me in java HOR ... LOLx ....

GEMs .... so fucked lor ... i ren bu zhu to scold the four letter liao .... wah lau .... drag and drag ... till i have to skipped presentation twice .... cb lor .... i think .... i not willing to be responsible for anything .... coz ... is like .... the other party .... always say i go t project ... i got work ... no time to do .... wah as if i got no project i got alot of time .... anyway ... the gems did went abit out of point ... i hack care liao .... very hard to coordinate this gem grp lor .... so i throw everythig back at them .... i say i working at the wkends =/ ( JIAYU .... LOLx ... relax .... not toking abt U .... hehex )

Ideas arh .... haha ..... coz i working so cannot help me grp .... wah Lauz .... i so guilty ...
haha i apologise to everybody here lor .... gui bu qi .... MY BAD ....

I picked up a job call frm KH .... on friday lar .... then i go promote things for "brother" printers lor .... LOLx ... i abit disappointed wif myself lar .... coz i sell only 50 machines dun count all the sales tht i got ks by other promoter .... .... compare to me boss wah lau ... 100 printer lor .... ZZZZzzz .... anyway .... i really wanna thk me boss for this opportunies.

THts all abt it .... hmmm now designing a new skin bah haha.

= Boss Guild .. =
deputy creative director ...
the boss ^^

2005-01-30T23:12:00.000+08:00

haiz ..... so stress with project and testes .....

ytd yu feng, tau yong , silin and Jiayu came me hse to do the ideas ... haha .... i woke up late .... then struggle to clean up my room .... paisae ... later room so messy and stinky lolx .... then the night b4 i went buy 24 can of juz tea for 10 dollars ... LOLx shuang .... at first i also very scare .... but if they nv LS ... im still safe ... haha .....

ard 12 50 set off and went to pick up tau pok , Silin and Jiayu , arrive abit late lar .... haha suprising JY arrive first ..... at first i tot i saw JY at one end ... wasnt sure .... then give her a call then see the gal pick up the phone .... haha cfm jy liao ....

then the rest came .... haha .... went to me hse slack. JY say me area very "wu LU" .... i went -.- ... lolx haha .... Jiayu ... are u happy u got to noe wat kovan look like ??? lolx ....

yufeng call up say she wil abit late ... then the girls + TP ask her to dao bao food .... haha she carry the food all the way frm serangoon ..... then go fetch her de shi hou ... she complain to me alot ... haha ....
we had a lunch break then alot of funny thing occur .... right JY LOLX ..... and then Silin another joker .... wanna eat chocolate but scare she guilty .... dot dot dot

we proceed to carry on the proj .... at first dun have any confidence in finish ing the project .... but we sat down together and crack out brain .... wat seem to become impossibe did came out well lar .... although yufeng and me felt the shoe abit er xin .....
Haha .... this proj i xi shen alot .... haha i have to cut my shoes and use my door stopper T.T LOLX .... but the result very shoik

haha .... after tht tp and jy have to leave early ..... the the rest of us continue to do the ppt and + drink Just tea ... lolx
we play a prank on jy say our shoe spoil ... have to redo .... haha .... the plan abit floped lar .... she chai chuan yufeng ... haha .... very fun

This morning tau pok came to my hse to inspect on the shoes .... LOLx .... we sprayed the shoe and plan on the presentation lor .....

was quite happy till my folks came back .... i got so pissed lor .... say i play comp for so long .... then not very healthy .... i noe this lar. .... tht y i played for some time i switch to studies ....
basket i felt so .... dun noe how to say lar .... why like when i study they nv see .... i play then they see ... dot dot dot ....

my dad scold me for the next 2 hour while im watching the tv + eat my packed rice .... i nv break dw and blew off my temper lor .... i kept my calm lar ....
i dun think its if much problem lor so i dun wanna make a fuss out of it .....
but i really cant find any else to do except to play or fix my comp ....
i felt restless lor .... wat they expect me to do ... shop along , go jogging alone ??? play pool alone .... they say wat shit invite frens to my hse .... as if they will have tht much free time .... haiz ....

then i ask for a bike so at least i can bring myself away frm comp and the fact is i like cycling and only cycling ..... if i want to do thing of coz i do sth tht i like wat .... but then my folks keep complaining tht this sport is dangerous lor .... plz lor im 17 going 18 .... duhz .... i noe wats danger on the road lar .... haiz ....

blah blah blah ... i dun wann to make a big fuss out of this problem lar .... i think once i got my driving thing i cfm wont be at home .... i juz dun want to be at home or rather to hear u all nagg the hell out of me .... im sick of it lar ....

2005-01-27T23:53:00.000+08:00

Hahaha all ask me update .... so sorry ... plz pardon the boss

aiyah ..... term test coming .... so sianz .... hiaz .... i so scared i cant get into the option i want .... haiz .... today mob test proves to me i have to work doubly hard .... dbms i already find it hard to catch up le lor ....

then now cracking my head over the ideas project .... haiz .... so seh ... now in my wits end ... dun noe how to solve the problem .... lolx maybe on the starting we should choose sth simple ... hhaa .... sorry team its me fault .....

hadn't be myself ... simply can say .... i dun feel like living in reality .... i find my life so aimless .... my aim is to pass everyday quick without finding out wats the purpose of living and the process of learning .... i should put it in the way .... wat the hell am i doing in this world .... i mean i've look around me ... isit true tht human are born to work for a living .... and juz pass away ??? wats so colour abt this sort of life ???

i think its become a circle of life le lar .... so i have to accept .... now im so afraid of my future .... im puting myself in stress hoping to push myself to the limit .... and to extract the most result in the short period of time .... haha i juz cant do it .... im so naive

in order to escape, haha i play maple lor .... then sometimes if maple patch ... i wld go biking or Pooling LOLx ....

haha ... there is some of u who noe abt the news of "the ladyboss" .... haha ... hey hey hey ... dun think so much lar .... i have a carreer goal b4 i go in relationship .... or at least i get my own car lar .... i juz only admire her + alittle of liking in her .... duhz .... nth wrong bah .... haha .....
come into thinkin abt this .... i began to miss the first girl i get to admire and like ... wld glue my sight on her face every school days ..... in the past ... lolx ... SO BETTER NOT JACK ME abt this Matter ARH ..... u shild noe who u are .....

Hmmmm O's english coming out .... hope to get a good grade .... haha im not greedy lar .... at least have to do better than my sis =x

haiz .... how to get out frm my "problems"

BOSS ... zi bi mode ....

2005-01-08T01:08:00.000+08:00

hmmmm WahKao is back ..... its been sometime i nv blog ....
sch has commence le lar .... able to get used to it ... but just not tht shit(oppx) dbms Lect ... the aunty soh sibeh boring lor .... lecture 1 slide tok 30 mins .... buah tahan .... i pity her childrens
somemore can link to tsunami .... obviously not related to dbms ... and forever late to lect .... 0830am come at 0845am .... haha i follow her lateness also ....

whaha i prefer the math lect and Mob lect ... quite fun ..... basket talking abt this module i got this feeling tht most of the lect like all targetted at me ..... forever during lect or tut i cfm at least got called up once ..... u can ask me boss , kh the god LOLx ....
this afternoon on the train i ask yu feng why i dun have a nick ( a common "language") like pong is assign to yu feng .... taupok for tau yong beh hor for u noe lar --- silin .... LOLx

4 wks after starting sch .... i felt more and more restless .... also dunno why .... feel like a empty shell walking w/o any souls ..... sometimes i doubt my laughers is for real or a fake ||
i got very moodless lar .... complete no mood .... sometimes feel like sitting down alone in the sch thinking of wat happen to me ... this kind of undescribe feeling made me abit siao siao and to be honest lar ... im kinda afraid of myself haha ....

wahhaha ... E :: Boss guild :: is up ::

== KH == GOD
== Fadli == Boss
== BT == The Boss
== tau yong == Towkay pok .... LOLX

the guild is in search of ladybosses ... so i urge all the bosses go grab some girls =x LOLx

2004-12-20T03:55:00.000+08:00

Sianz .... cant slp .....

LOL lately wake up darn early i also dunnoe why ..... now having intense headache ....
haha ..... perharps is due to sch time starting @ 9am bah

sianz i slept at 9pm nth better to do .... maple lag like shit lor .... end up dieing 4 times sibeh shak..... then woke up at 3am .... i tot can slp till 5am then wake up ..... halfway ..... sis bang my door then wake me up .... wah lew .... still can ask me .... "erh u slp liao mah" cb de lor .... wahkao( LOLx my ms nick) cant she see frm the door gap tht my room didnt have any light on ??? ....

then cant slp liao lor .... scare later cant wake up .... haha play maple .... surprisingly it doesnt lag liao LOL .... kao .... so many users on sunday meh till i lag like ..... dun noe wat to say .....

then i took out time mag articles to read while recharging hp .... LOL ..... f*** all nth to do wif mob ..... T.T .... wah then i had this thinking..... who in my grp will be so hardworking to search article .... i sianz 1/2 ... coz time runnning out lor .....
then i throw the mag aside .... then go see the math .... LOL .... juz woke up my brain not fuctioning well .... [wat lame excuses i give] but really lar .... so shak ....
haiz ..... only thing i ca do now is to stare at the look and see how it moves its hand to 7am .... LOLx

2004-12-16T22:27:00.000+08:00

this post goes out to my fucking sister ......

i got four word for u ..... shut the fuck up .... u have no right to lecture me ....
u wrote in this sms
" ur selfish , nv give thoughs or regards to ur parents ... you only think of ur frenz"

u have no right to say tht .... wat makes u think i dun care for my parents ....
izzit juz becoz i refuse to help u get the cake frm the shop ..... excuse me .... i got back home .... fucking tired frm sch .... sick and headache, hungry and juz wanna get some slp ..... and if u were the one slping and irritated by a call wat will u do ....

as for i only think of my frenz .... dun u think of ur frenz as well .... in the past ... or right now ur too occupied wif ur BOYFRENZ ..... which a fuck retard who doesnt noe call ur hp ..... which has the whole free incoming call ..... talking at this topic ... dun u remember whose the bitch tht insisted on staying in singapore instead of visiting grandparents on ur 21st birthday which incidently clashes wif Chinese New Year ??? dun u even care abt ur grandparents ???
and wat the fuck are u doing when mum ask u to go shopping wif her in ntuc .... u shouted this " An jing lar .... i wanna watch my show ..... and somemore later my fren meeting me"

WHO THE FUCK ARE U TO SCOLD ME .....

2004-12-08T01:13:00.000+08:00

i now at this moment damn pissed off .... i dun noe lar ... alot of this went thru my head ... i got irritated by mum .... and especially by my OLDER SIS ..... i feel like scolding alot of foul words lor.... f*** man .... she took me things w/o any of my permission lor .... worst of all spoil them ..... nbcb .... i noe her exam coming lar .... but dun u have ur own pencil case ... with ur own pens ..... why have to take mine leh ??? somemore w/o even asking me .... and yah lar... maybe u all guys out there think no big deal lar .... BUT at least ASK right ... i mean .... it makes a diff lor .... now all my pens are useless .... and i have to take the trouble to go to POP to buy them ... somemore my own expenses .... shit de leh .... i so broke lor ..... _|-|_ o o _|-|_

the worst case ..... take my mp3 player and spoil it .... -.- # shit lar .... i dun mind if u spoil my crap hp which is quite old .... but then my mp3 player lor .... i bought tht under my own expenses ... not like u ask frm daddy for money ..... how i wish im the older kid and ur the younger one .... at least i dun have to put up any anger wif u knowing ur such a kid lor .....

2004-12-04T07:33:00.000+08:00

wahaha Steam Sampan ( boat ) .....

haha the day b4 friday kh called me to ask if im free to go jy house LOL ..... wah first time go JY hse .... LOL ....
play maple till 4am .... then have to wake up @ 8am to help my mum do sth .... till 10+ bah .... then i go back slp again ... with me shirt and jeans on .... LOL ....
Kh ... gave me wake up call .... i still abit seh .... and blur ....
1++ went to seragoon meet pong .. find the GAS .... lolx pong keep asking "erh can bring to the train mah .... coz flammable object" .... i was there -.-|| haha .....
on the journey i lame alot .... then at YCK station ... got this RGS gal sat by beside me .... LOL .... she started dozing off .... and lose her stablity .... haha then i whisper to pong pong she slp no skill .... wahaha dun jealous LOL i tan tio .... she lie on me shoulder .... LOL .... erh "jiu jiu yi chi" ....
wah .... alight a LS .... have to crawl a long way to JY hse .... haha tht pong pong keep complaining very "HOT" ... we got tuah by boss ..... wah lew

after fixing the cmi comp .... LOL =x ( sorrie le jy ) ..... eat steamboat lor ... seems to have problem wif the gas .... lol me and kh complete noob .... in de end becoz scare gas leak .... lol we rush to staircase to fix the thing haha .... abit hum dao by the leakage ....
hmmmm then eat steamboat lor .... whahaha ...... abit quiet ..... sheeesssh .... somemore my view of the tibi is block by a christmas tree -____-#||
wahlew ....!!!!
LOL then we went back after finishing everything ... LOL of coz lar same rountine ... go home also have to lame LOLx

2004-11-25T04:07:00.000+08:00

Jingle bell Jingle Bell Jingle bell Rock ....

Hehe .... weeee christmas is NEAR .... wait i count arh .... ( using fingers ) ... lolx i dun noe lar .... HAHA .... lately bought NFSU2 ... to cheong .... whahaha it rocks man .... got me dream car RX-8 inside ... hehe i can tune it when , where and how i want .... ^^ .... some more got Hachi-Roku .... lolx as a basic car.... whaha can put NOS in it ... lolx ... i think Takumi also abit "hum" to drift with NOS ....

Erh also got play Maple-story ... lolx its awesome ... haha cool man .... everyday train .... till now think lvl 20 le .... erh go play maple leh .... i give 3.5 star out of 5 .... lolx add me hor ....

T.T result out le .... haha at first dun dare to see ... coz i predict will fail some lor .....
lolx then yu pong ask me go into the page .... dun "hum" lolx ....
haiz .... i click the links to the page .... wah sad sia .... HIAZ ....
- to be continued .... -

2004-11-14T01:00:00.000+08:00

Sianz in Holisdays -.-

haha during schooling time always look forward to holidays ....the ironic thing is .. when come to holiday its so sianz and u looking forward for a new school term ....

Lately camp in my fren's uncle lan shop .... lolx play games there lar.... also see watever i can help i help lor .... haiz .... then mother always there to "obstruct" my lifestyle .... say wat give me curfew .... if u wanna ground me .... juz chain my room lar .... basket .... somemore still say i stay at home rot muz well go look for work ....everyday play comp blah blah blah... all these shits ....

very wat lor ... "MAO DU.N" haiz .... i go out u must care .... told u where i go liao still dun believe ... then wat for asking .... lolx .... ( sounds familar)
So sick lar .... better buy some games to kill some time ....

2004-11-05T14:05:00.000+08:00

Hmm SicK Sia

hmmm exam swept passed... haiz ... im scare of my English paper & crs .... plus my wcd ....
haiz ... due to lack of slp .... i got knock out by a headache and flu .... wah lew ... didnt really study the whole of chap 1 tht much .... study abit here and there including java script .... but go inside the exam room ... all forgotten .... ShArtsxx ... haiz .... juz hopping i can pull off WCD .... FOM ... hmmmm no chance le lar.... so its gonna be a moodly hoildays for me lor ....

Aims for the Break : read up on Java books & find a job to earn some fast cash ....
feelings: felt like knocking myself on the wall
mood: extreme saD
Wat to do now: Wait and see ... lOOK on the Bright Side liao ... T.T
Mp3 played: An JinG

2004-10-27T01:36:00.000+08:00

WwEEEeeeee AccT GamE Over.....

Lolx ... the end for debit and credits ..... for the moment lar.... lolx .....
Monday 8:10 pm markz the finish of acct ... lolx sense of relieve when step out of the room lar.... but also a mixture of anxiety if i made any major errors or not ....

Tuesday morning ... lolx was "sub-concious" on my bed .... Kh gave me a ring(sms) ... haha we went down to "Do-be-guat" ... lolx hoping to cheong Midnight max tuning lar.... but end up to play ID.... whahah quite lucky dat time .... got a free $15 credit play... haha zhuang dao .... had fun wif Kh lar .... haha got bullied by him .... nah joking lar .... in midst of training to be good player .... "non-current" instructor=Kh

meet up wif Tau pok and Huimeing later .... 4 of us went pool and created hell lots of jokez.... lolx first is we cant take eyes of a "chio girl" ---> in the end not chio ...
Next we play nine ball ....A race to 3 frames ... Whahaha .... everybody foxxy ninth ball .... haha winner of the day ---> the boss lor .... KH lar.... lolx in the midst of the game really alot of laughing gas ....

Later tht night Ty,Kh and me went to dine at E foodcourt .... upper lvl of PS .... sudden discussion of swimming.... haha the trend now lar.... due to the drama "the champion"
lolx loser go jogging in orchard .... lolx ....

haiz FOM coming .... scare sia ....!!! NEED DESPERATE SOS

2004-10-22T14:47:00.000+08:00

wahahahah .....

ITOS finallly over.... left 4 paper to go so sianz.... basket .... l like forget all my acct , wcd and uwos thingy all becoz of ito paper .... lolx slack the whole day ytd ... now cheonging acct.
lolx ....study mood still not back ... siao liao

2004-10-20T09:47:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm .... completely lost my mood .....

i lost my mood for itos.... i allowed myself to slack.... coz its frm the start i dun noe till the end.... of coz got flip through abit lar.... ah bor really prepared to die .... hmmm i really dun get ITOS tht well .... i decided to get a pass .... get really do much to get a gd grade.... i guess i juz have to buck up in my businese part.... I'll(study mood) be BacK .....

2004-10-15T22:04:00.000+08:00

~ got back home at 2pm... lolx so sianz.... pick up my itos textbk frm my shelf... lolx abit dusty sia .... haha should noe why ..... decide to put in effort in studying erm itos but halfway start to feel abit " qi guai" .... le-tha-gic .... same old feeling when im abit down ... haha ... nowadays mania on ID so i went the nearest arcade and cheong again ... this time bring only 2 dollars so no money to top up and play --- self discipline...^^V
on challenge lar... coz want to lvl up .... kekex quite lucky .... to win a few rounds... haha 2 dollars last me 5 rounds.... so happy.... the greatest sense of achievement is to defeat the "fd in tu ban" lolx haha .... of coz lar w/o me boss i wont be playing tht well .... thx boss ... ur the GOD lolx .... boss de boss whahaha ^^ .. [ ur the highest in rank ] ~

2004-10-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

hmmmm dun feel like going home lately ... coz feel sick for my home ..... juz hate my sister.... dun noe when can she juz "shut up" ... always saying things tht is "unwanted" stuff.... then is like always obstruct my way .... wat a bitch lor....

hiaz.... next followed by my mother ... always nag nag nag.... hiaz .... call me to do things when im busy .... of coz will like abit " bu gan yuan" ... then somemore today like say sth like ... dun like me.... fine lor... since dun like me ... muz as well i be gone outside ... dun come back.... worst thing is now im having exam .... if not i sure cheong till late like nobody's business.... i only respect the word home ... by disciplining myself to go home b4 12 ....

thinking living the lives like ... going back "home" ... locked myself in my room ... do my work.... play me comp.... dinner/lunch .... bring the food up to my room and eat ... finish juz clean "my own dishes" ..... and slp at night... i'll be fine wif that....

2004-10-10T18:02:00.000+08:00

HAHA .... Too long nv post liao.... mizz me blog... Projects are finally over... lolx so happy ... but thinking back ... quite fun doing project ^^ but depending on who u are doing wif also... hehex.... overall PROJECT is fun .... but alittle shakky for presenation leh ....
felt so lucky tht i didnt realy flunk my acct ... coz i tot i did real badly ... maybe juz pass like 25/50 .... im praying for 30/50 lar ... haiZ .... had seol garden wif me sec sch Frenz... whahaha ... whole meal i only take chicken and chicken and chicken ... lolx nth much lar... seol garden.... erh ... then play billardz ..... weeee ..... but didnt get to pay ... pay 3 buckz..." yi si yi si " ... coz play punch... lolx darn lucky win by a pt.... 4 - 3 lolx .... noob in billard ... bo bian ....
so sick ... exam coming up ... haiz.... help help help ....

2004-09-26T13:31:00.000+08:00

Pissed of on sunday Afternoon .... "Fie - ark"

so sianz.... shitty sia... cant get to watch my favourite F1 live telecast... sianz lor... its the Shaihai Grand prix first ever race for china...
tht bloody bitchy sis of my ... keep hogging to the Tv ... darn it lar... very pissed off.... cant get to do sth i like ... heck care my ma ... i juz wanna go out.. coz no pt for me to stay at home... w/o my f1 live is like grayscale ... haiz ... lolx so suxky .... &^%#%$#$# .... ARhhhhhhHHHH ......
Dun expect me to do any favour to her... and i meant my words... haha i juz change my xp shared permissioin denied all her perimission... lolx think i muz as well del her acct... tht wat i have in mind.. but denied better ... she can begged me for the access .... haha i wont give in to her le... coz she isnt the first time tht doesnt let me see f1... u made me mad ... u gotta pay... haha ... no one messes with me when it comes to concern wif F1...
by the wat msg to my fren .... im still waiting for ur challenge .... dun be scare by a noob ....

2004-09-25T04:17:00.000+08:00

So Boring...!!!

erm saturday morning 4+ am ... cant get to slp... also dun noe why... maybe too stressful
i nv expect poly to be "that stressful" ...
hmm receive Crs paper... wasnt tht well can tell coz my eng is tht poor lor... and im doin my part to improve in it too...
hmm... got pissed off by afew pplx lar... erm still able to control temper lar... not like last time... haha ... funny though... i find its a good way to blow my temper on games... those violent de game.... but play too often will get sianz ...

To my "frenz" .... plz lar hor... dun take me for granted ... need my help then call me... dun need me ... then treat me like "fcuk" ... talk cock behind me ... im got a certain limit lor ... or maybe i shld go ... and if u think tht im not suitable to play pool.. tell me off my face ... take me to 1 on 1 matches ( or u need more time to train??? bi jing u only play for 2 mths...) if a noob like me win can win u... haha plz dun "hao liao" infront of me and my bro .... think of who teaches u to play....and i nv said im a pro b4 ... i juz teaches ppl the things they need to learn...

enuff of tht sia... think for the moment... i can only find myself smiling when i immerse myself in Farieland In Reality.... (FIR) lar... ^^ ...
lolx ... paisae leh .... ytd i indeed went "crazy" during acct lesson ... darn tired ... and very disappointed with myself... i think this entry also not very well written... SIANZ....watever lar.. Damn sick of my attitude... haha relax lar... i wont throw my temper on friends de... okie??

2004-09-19T23:48:00.000+08:00

In search of a hairstyle ..... T.T

Haha ytd went for a haircut.. lolx went to kimage ... directly opps of jean yip... paid for around 12++ bah... lolx cheap but alittle regret... coz i dun noe how to style my current hair... basket...
After me haircut ... go TY hse do FOM ... whaha ... had great time doing FOM ... kekex...
after tht went for dinner bah.. then we wrap up the project for the day..
Well i vonluteer to finish up the conclusion... think i got a little problem.. coz i dun really noe wat to write... coz conclusion is very impt...
this morning wake up ... tried a few hairstyles.... but not quite okie leh... all look very funny... lolx i only prefer the stle when i wake up LOLx.... ( me can go bang wall liao) haha...
.after an hour of styling....me continue to read the FOM project report, try squeeze out a conclusion... thinking of puting the strength 70% and weakness 30%... but only got 5 lines ... whahah darn challenging..... and darn stressful also...
Had to lend my sis my computer .... but will "expects" she will anyhow touch my personal doc... sianz... "hate" her for tht.... no privacy ... no respect for me... NBCB... but she will KBKB if i dun lend... basket ... she muz take into consideration i bought this com myself... with my own savings.... if she wants... go buy another comp for herself lor...haiz.... -____- SUX!!!

2004-09-11T02:48:00.000+08:00

WooooHooOO F.I.R rockz my Life... FayE meltz me HearT

Haha got back frm the dunnoe no wat's the name of the awardz.... lolx makez me think of the mahlu incident at sistic... Haha...

This afternoon Me & KH was late to meet Kx at the airport to receive jolin.... on the train both of us wonder will we be jack-ed???
We proceed down to suntec... for the redcarpet thingy.... we went walk around tht area... lolx saw 2 very beautiful cars... lolx took a pic wif 1 of it... the Zonta... lolx... "xie mu mah"

at abt 5++ we saw ppl doing the barriers.... We make a wise decison to go inside the convention hall.. lolx... then the stars came ... walking pass us.... ARhhhhh can u believe it ... we were like 1 arm distance frm them... lolx
i got to see My favourite FIR.... lolx
Faye realli darn chio and real is Shuai... as for ian.... haha Stylo milo sia... lolx... then saw S.H.E wahahaha
and erm lastly Jolin.... took a "headshot" of her using Kx camera....

We then meet up the rest , By and Fm .... then party at the awards... haha... FIR Rockz

2004-09-04T10:48:00.000+08:00

Haiz.... lolx
haha long time nv update me blog.. hmmm due to projects workz and testes lar.. lolx
haiya.... actually also lazy to blog... coz my Internet Explorer siao siao de... pissed me off lolx ....have to change to netscape.... *sob sob* T.T .. hmmm let me think wat hapened this few days.... OHhhh O.o.. lolx uwos test...

lolx tht test was a cracker... got a lame question inside... lolx the "CFDS"-___-" really send me rolling on the floor lor.... hiaz ... regret didnt study in details.... quite okie the paper.... >_<>

2004-09-02T15:40:00.000+08:00

Wat Had Happened???

Felt very "F" abt myself... really man.today's wcd test darn real screwed up... i mean i had a "b" in my hand but i let it slip...i felt pressured...i couldn't finish the link.html and part of the frame go haywire ...everything was done...
i only had 1 chance to prove my potential ... it wasnt my standard... haiz dun wish to talk abt it... no use after all...

Went off alone lar... feeling quite pissed off myself..then abit headache...haiz.. i was overwhelm with emotions... dun noe whether to cry or talks things out...
think Play time over lar...i got to catch up...

Darm fustrated with me...Felt Pressurized... felt hopeless... Plz study Hard BT

sorry arh mid9kh ... lolx busy wif project and testes ... no time update...

2004-08-23T03:30:00.000+08:00

Thankz Frenz !!! 1A/03 Rock my world..... !!!!

lolx i juz woke up for a 12 hours slp when i got back frm the chalet...
felt really very happy on that wkend.... but come to think of having a mock wcd test on the next few hours i go "DUHzzzZ" -__-" .....
lolx let me rewind the time back to friday morning... geeshzxxx

Friday.... :
... applied LOA on that day... due to "O" lvl English oral so didnt really go to sch...
i was busy flipping over my eng ten yr series... hopping to extract alot of notes frm there coz i really forgotten my skills... 1415 came... i arrived @ the test center kindaz scarely but still have to walk thru these "hell" lar...
moods got alittle dampered after my oral... coz i felt its wasnt my potential standard... i was stun by the question asked... it wasnt really tht easy... i felt abit tensed up... really screwed myself inside... sianz....
i went home picked up my "barang barang" then board bus to Bingyu hse to take the foods... along the way i did some reflection on the oral... did really make me felt sad .... wanna cry my heart out... >.< ..
.BY and me went striaght to the chalet with the food... geesh ... kinda of heavy....
felt beri hot so went up the aircon room.... but lolx... didnt noe there was a "happening inside" O.0 ... haha Tau pok and Huimeing is bedding(laying on the bed) wif the girls.... lolx .... lolx SL and YF laugh when i enter wif a "kuku" face... geex feel like joining them ... lolx but i kinda sweaty so i lay on the floor....
.... haha few minutes later...we were like having pillow fight.... 4 of the boys... Bing chuan , Huimieng, Bingyu and me went rapping Tau pok.... but the 4 chap still kanna back his "killer move" lolx the nipple squueze...
we went for dinner @ downtown east... i had a bottle of 5% alcoholic juice... lolx i was knock out instanly... i felt the hang over and headaches... the rest of the boys was like quite okie... lolx sry ... forgot to mention... tht was my first contact wif alcohol drinks.... we meet up wif sin yen and augestine... then we went back to chalet.... lolx sin yen, augestine, bing chuan and ZC went to OCH... haha.. wish dem best of luck... while i climb my way upstair to for a slp... wasnt feel tht good after that bottle.... pop 2 panadol... b4 i slp....
lolx...."Happening" in the room together wif Bingyu, huimieng, taupok, Siling, tzewei and Yufeng... lolx... we were sort of like ... erm joking abt the birds and the bees.... me and bingyu remembered quite sorberly on the floor yuPong ask Huimeing to "kai" his leg... LOLx... the room burst into laughter... at abt 3 am the girls went for star search... lolz (wats so facinating abt stars although they are romantic lar) .... so i went back to slp...

Saturday....:
.... abt 5 am bing yu and i was waken up by some of the girls... lolx .. okie lar... tot they really need some slp so i gave up my slping space for them... then went off at 6am to do the project.... Kh came to gave us a little help...then we went shopping for satay and otah..
got back to the chalet... got really nth to do except watch tv... so rest first lar... recharge then that night can thon the whole night...
... at around 5 i guess... ermm we started the fire...we were having problems wif the charcoal..
the BBQcommence at 1830 i guess.... kekex....^^v... wahaha... happy to see frenz stream into our partly. we have Jessica, claudia, jiamin, fadli, Kaixuan,chris, Khim hong (vip)... lolx ... tht all i can remember seeing... lolx paisae....hehex....
I was touched..... T.T ....when i received their presents... lolx i got 2 caps frm the clz... kekex... haha... these really show how 1A/03 unite and we had similar thoughtss.... haha....
... then i together with the birthday hosts were smeared with whipped cream... lolx .... but nvm lar... having fun mah... kekex...
the guess... went home... after the partly... haha... we the fun nv ceased ... we lame around wif the 7th mth stuff.... most of dem quite tired after 2 lar... then chris, taupok, kaixuan and tzewei went slping...
Kekex the boys decided to play "big2 ... dai di" and easy easy throught the night.... lolx ... but then still really cannot tahan so we end up slping on the gound floor at 4 am

Sunday...:
... haha... i overslept... wake up see the starting up the fire making breakfast .... surprised to see KH ... to drop by to cook the otahs.... lolx....honestly we are not a very good cook.... then we packed up and ended the chalet...
got back home ... i on my precious computer... lolx then lay flat on the bed lar... for 12 hours... lolx i think more or less tht's how i had my 17th birthday.... really appreciate for u all to dropped by... lolx i love 1A/03.... 1A/03 rockz....

2004-08-19T02:42:00.000+08:00

...Hmmzz quite sometime nv update my blog... lolx turn back the time to monday first....
as usual lar.. monday blue...lolx for once... not having much problem with HTML but still have to seek Consultation frm KH... he's the boss... lolx
had a 2 hour break... dun noe wat to do... lolx slack around in the campus..b4 going itos... talking abt itos... finally cleared tht... one down 2 to go... WCD and FOM... darn stressful.. lolx slept my way past ITOS lesson and i really mean sleep man...
After school hours... went catch a movie "twin effect 2" (gillian darn chio *melts*) and picture taking session with ZC, FM, ciwei and Miele (kah wah yi jie2) lolx wondering why those 2 gals call me bear bear all the time anyway... nvm lar.. quite nice also mah ^^v got home quite late... of coz lar kanna scoldings..

Tuesday...
erm woke up early... flip thru CRS book hoping to extract everything out into my brain.... think tht paper i cant make it lar... nv seems to do well in English paper for the whole of 10yrs... *bow to fates*
after Crs seem abit moody ... have some chats wif Fadli...
Then in Acct... did really nth.. listening to "craps" ... lolx send out 20 sms to miele to chat wif her.. kekex...
Back in ITOS.... same old routine lar... slp all the way....dun feel like toking... joking or laming... very sick
then felt not very well soar throat... darn painful.. struggled for the final hour of fom ... then went off straight home....

Wed
.... lolx ciwei birthday.... kekex... Happy birthday .... da jie ...
its a very short day lar... lolx so i dress up very casually dun even bother to comb my hair( actually i dun really comb my hair when going for lesson.... geeshh)... juz wear a cap... and my canvas shoes... lolx back in secondary sch days.... felt guilty for not going ciwei's Kbox session... i had to go home rest... felt myself to weary ... i find u and miele a nice present k... then u 2 SHARE ... lolx im broke liao...

Think the chalet thingy is set... lolx finally ... HOPE to see u all guys there...
no matter watever "conflicts" surfacing... hope this gathering we can bond ourselves together....
forgot any stress... on that day.... juz party okie??? *cross finger and pray* for good weather ... =P
1A/03 RockZ ....

2004-08-16T08:02:00.000+08:00

-__-" Life a struggle

... suffer frm depression sia... feel very lethagic this wkend...
haiz promise fren to go see fireworkx but then had to withdrawn due to personal reason .... dun wanna be a wet blanket ... coz tht morning had a tuff (arguement) with mum ... end up having dad to call me frm oversea... mood = 0 happiness
...went on to bury myself with alot of project... manage to complete itos for Jessi and some webby for my Wcd...
...this morning woke up too early for these crap... made some flashback... felt tht im really a fool ... got "manuplilate" by a fren... then started to think of a gal lar... although im not suppose to... tot of wat she said b4 .... more or less have an impact on me lar...

...anyway time to go to school... felt tht there is alot of things for me to do.... many hmwrkz maye projects...... =(
wat really lies ahead nobody noes... geex up till this pt... can say Life REALLY A STRUGGLE