Great disappointment .... ~~

hahaz ... i find sth irony man .... i always say the greater u pinned ur hope on sth ... the greater the disappointment u will get back .... hmmm i think this Phrase has juz happened on my sholders ....

by now all cloze fren shld noe im having a liking for a girl ... hmmm ... yeash ... i admit i was abit slow lar .... but i reckon muz takes things slowly ... get to noe her as a fren first ... then erm ... slowly get to tok to her on MSN ... then SMS her bah ...
Hahahaz ... chat on some abstract topics .... then im always out there doing sth to make her laugh .... even doing the lamest thing ... =X ....
then also out there around her ... trying to help her out ... regardless of anything ....
Since im not good wif words ... i have been doing lots of "actions" to make her notice me bah ....

for weeks ... i have drops hints here and there ... and i really even wanna pop the question in a indirect way .... like "how do u think of me ??? " , "shall we go out shopping or movie ... since we're bored at home" .... of coz in the previous posts i think i've wrote i had done sth really foolish ... coz i could actually say its HeR

then recently ... saw her hanging out wif a guy .... its was futher cfm by my fren tht they went out quite often .... hmmmm at the spur moment .... i really tot of giving up wat im doing .... but anyway its of no use bah .... coz she is like heaven .... too high to be reached ....

well so tht's more or less abt it ... i dun feel like toking much on it ... coz i think im lacking courage !!! Anyway .... regradless if she attached or not attach .... i've got wat i wanted ... make fren wif her, got to be close to her ONCE and erm ... make her smile ....

Morale of story .... : GuyZ ... if u have a crush ... be nice ... pop the question asap ... LOLx ... chiong ....

HAHA ... enuff of sad story .... Great NEWS for the first time on my BLOG .... LOLX i've created History .... 1st attempt on basic theory .... PASSED .... i spell it again .... I passed ..... despite of not studying for it .... and Im even late for the test for abt 20 mins .... lucky still can take .... the invigilator quite Nice ... !!!! .... so 1 down .... 2 to go .... PDL and final TheorY ... !!! i could alrdy smell my driving Licience .... ITs waving AT me ... LOLx ....

hmmm enuff for a long posts .... till next time !!! ....
CHEERS =P

my voice & words @ 5:58 PM