bossbthk journey

Thursday, January 27, 2005



Hahaha all ask me update .... so sorry ... plz pardon the boss

aiyah ..... term test coming .... so sianz .... hiaz .... i so scared i cant get into the option i want .... haiz .... today mob test proves to me i have to work doubly hard .... dbms i already find it hard to catch up le lor ....

then now cracking my head over the ideas project .... haiz .... so seh ... now in my wits end ... dun noe how to solve the problem .... lolx maybe on the starting we should choose sth simple ... hhaa .... sorry team its me fault .....

hadn't be myself ... simply can say .... i dun feel like living in reality .... i find my life so aimless .... my aim is to pass everyday quick without finding out wats the purpose of living and the process of learning .... i should put it in the way .... wat the hell am i doing in this world .... i mean i've look around me ... isit true tht human are born to work for a living .... and juz pass away ??? wats so colour abt this sort of life ???

i think its become a circle of life le lar .... so i have to accept .... now im so afraid of my future .... im puting myself in stress hoping to push myself to the limit .... and to extract the most result in the short period of time .... haha i juz cant do it .... im so naive

in order to escape, haha i play maple lor .... then sometimes if maple patch ... i wld go biking or Pooling LOLx ....

haha ... there is some of u who noe abt the news of "the ladyboss" .... haha ... hey hey hey ... dun think so much lar .... i have a carreer goal b4 i go in relationship .... or at least i get my own car lar .... i juz only admire her + alittle of liking in her .... duhz .... nth wrong bah .... haha .....
come into thinkin abt this .... i began to miss the first girl i get to admire and like ... wld glue my sight on her face every school days ..... in the past ... lolx ... SO BETTER NOT JACK ME abt this Matter ARH ..... u shild noe who u are .....

Hmmmm O's english coming out .... hope to get a good grade .... haha im not greedy lar .... at least have to do better than my sis =x

haiz .... how to get out frm my "problems"

BOSS ... zi bi mode ....



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