haiz ..... so stress with project and testes .....

ytd yu feng, tau yong , silin and Jiayu came me hse to do the ideas ... haha .... i woke up late .... then struggle to clean up my room .... paisae ... later room so messy and stinky lolx .... then the night b4 i went buy 24 can of juz tea for 10 dollars ... LOLx shuang .... at first i also very scare .... but if they nv LS ... im still safe ... haha .....

ard 12 50 set off and went to pick up tau pok , Silin and Jiayu , arrive abit late lar .... haha suprising JY arrive first ..... at first i tot i saw JY at one end ... wasnt sure .... then give her a call then see the gal pick up the phone .... haha cfm jy liao ....

then the rest came .... haha .... went to me hse slack. JY say me area very "wu LU" .... i went -.- ... lolx haha .... Jiayu ... are u happy u got to noe wat kovan look like ??? lolx ....

yufeng call up say she wil abit late ... then the girls + TP ask her to dao bao food .... haha she carry the food all the way frm serangoon ..... then go fetch her de shi hou ... she complain to me alot ... haha ....
we had a lunch break then alot of funny thing occur .... right JY LOLX ..... and then Silin another joker .... wanna eat chocolate but scare she guilty .... dot dot dot

we proceed to carry on the proj .... at first dun have any confidence in finish ing the project .... but we sat down together and crack out brain .... wat seem to become impossibe did came out well lar .... although yufeng and me felt the shoe abit er xin .....
Haha .... this proj i xi shen alot .... haha i have to cut my shoes and use my door stopper T.T LOLX .... but the result very shoik

haha .... after tht tp and jy have to leave early ..... the the rest of us continue to do the ppt and + drink Just tea ... lolx
we play a prank on jy say our shoe spoil ... have to redo .... haha .... the plan abit floped lar .... she chai chuan yufeng ... haha .... very fun

This morning tau pok came to my hse to inspect on the shoes .... LOLx .... we sprayed the shoe and plan on the presentation lor .....

was quite happy till my folks came back .... i got so pissed lor .... say i play comp for so long .... then not very healthy .... i noe this lar. .... tht y i played for some time i switch to studies ....
basket i felt so .... dun noe how to say lar .... why like when i study they nv see .... i play then they see ... dot dot dot ....

my dad scold me for the next 2 hour while im watching the tv + eat my packed rice .... i nv break dw and blew off my temper lor .... i kept my calm lar ....
i dun think its if much problem lor so i dun wanna make a fuss out of it .....
but i really cant find any else to do except to play or fix my comp ....
i felt restless lor .... wat they expect me to do ... shop along , go jogging alone ??? play pool alone .... they say wat shit invite frens to my hse .... as if they will have tht much free time .... haiz ....

then i ask for a bike so at least i can bring myself away frm comp and the fact is i like cycling and only cycling ..... if i want to do thing of coz i do sth tht i like wat .... but then my folks keep complaining tht this sport is dangerous lor .... plz lor im 17 going 18 .... duhz .... i noe wats danger on the road lar .... haiz ....

blah blah blah ... i dun wann to make a big fuss out of this problem lar .... i think once i got my driving thing i cfm wont be at home .... i juz dun want to be at home or rather to hear u all nagg the hell out of me .... im sick of it lar ....


my voice & words @ 11:12 PM

Hahaha all ask me update .... so sorry ... plz pardon the boss

aiyah ..... term test coming .... so sianz .... hiaz .... i so scared i cant get into the option i want .... haiz .... today mob test proves to me i have to work doubly hard .... dbms i already find it hard to catch up le lor ....

then now cracking my head over the ideas project .... haiz .... so seh ... now in my wits end ... dun noe how to solve the problem .... lolx maybe on the starting we should choose sth simple ... hhaa .... sorry team its me fault .....

hadn't be myself ... simply can say .... i dun feel like living in reality .... i find my life so aimless .... my aim is to pass everyday quick without finding out wats the purpose of living and the process of learning .... i should put it in the way .... wat the hell am i doing in this world .... i mean i've look around me ... isit true tht human are born to work for a living .... and juz pass away ??? wats so colour abt this sort of life ???

i think its become a circle of life le lar .... so i have to accept .... now im so afraid of my future .... im puting myself in stress hoping to push myself to the limit .... and to extract the most result in the short period of time .... haha i juz cant do it .... im so naive

in order to escape, haha i play maple lor .... then sometimes if maple patch ... i wld go biking or Pooling LOLx ....

haha ... there is some of u who noe abt the news of "the ladyboss" .... haha ... hey hey hey ... dun think so much lar .... i have a carreer goal b4 i go in relationship .... or at least i get my own car lar .... i juz only admire her + alittle of liking in her .... duhz .... nth wrong bah .... haha .....
come into thinkin abt this .... i began to miss the first girl i get to admire and like ... wld glue my sight on her face every school days ..... in the past ... lolx ... SO BETTER NOT JACK ME abt this Matter ARH ..... u shild noe who u are .....

Hmmmm O's english coming out .... hope to get a good grade .... haha im not greedy lar .... at least have to do better than my sis =x

haiz .... how to get out frm my "problems"

BOSS ... zi bi mode ....



my voice & words @ 11:53 PM

hmmmm WahKao is back ..... its been sometime i nv blog ....
sch has commence le lar .... able to get used to it ... but just not tht shit(oppx) dbms Lect ... the aunty soh sibeh boring lor .... lecture 1 slide tok 30 mins .... buah tahan .... i pity her childrens
somemore can link to tsunami .... obviously not related to dbms ... and forever late to lect .... 0830am come at 0845am .... haha i follow her lateness also ....

whaha i prefer the math lect and Mob lect ... quite fun ..... basket talking abt this module i got this feeling tht most of the lect like all targetted at me ..... forever during lect or tut i cfm at least got called up once ..... u can ask me boss , kh the god LOLx ....
this afternoon on the train i ask yu feng why i dun have a nick ( a common "language") like pong is assign to yu feng .... taupok for tau yong beh hor for u noe lar --- silin .... LOLx

4 wks after starting sch .... i felt more and more restless .... also dunno why .... feel like a empty shell walking w/o any souls ..... sometimes i doubt my laughers is for real or a fake ||
i got very moodless lar .... complete no mood .... sometimes feel like sitting down alone in the sch thinking of wat happen to me ... this kind of undescribe feeling made me abit siao siao and to be honest lar ... im kinda afraid of myself haha ....

wahhaha ... E :: Boss guild :: is up ::

== KH == GOD
== Fadli == Boss
== BT == The Boss
== tau yong == Towkay pok .... LOLX

the guild is in search of ladybosses ... so i urge all the bosses go grab some girls =x LOLx


my voice & words @ 1:08 AM